My Every Day Life... Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

Poet's note: I wrote this poem on the 26th of July at approximately 20:30. I wrote it mostly for my family to understand that I am not okay these days. And I just have these fears and insecurities as a teenager. I wanted to express how I feel. Let them know that they might see me smile or get blue and not talk. It's just life and the daily lessons as I am still paving my way and finding myself. As a teenager I discover something new about myself or learn everyday. I feel like sometimes they don't understand me yet they claim to know me. This poem means alot to me because it talks about me and my everyday life and how I feel on that day let it be happy or sad. I just write it down and Writing sort of comes my spirit.