Colours. Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

Rhyme Scheme: ABCADE AAFAGD BAHIJKLA MNOPQRST TUVUW DNAXYZA2B2B2

I was yrs old when I sold my nudity to a man yrs older for some yellow candyA
As he stripped my pink princess dress off I was no longer my red cheeks or my big brown eyesB
For him I was a pink vagina I was my ungrown breasts I was my pink nipplesC
An innocent yr old was just another naked female bodyA
And yet I smiled I smiled and smiled and said yes cuz that's what you're supposed to do rightD
Say yes and smile to any man who sugarcoats words and offers them to you like candies and calls you the prettiest little girl in the worldE
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Seven years later riding my bike through the mustard fields the day suddenly blinds meA
And the image of him his face my yellow dress at the corner suddenly reminds meA
As the image of him pushing my head against the wallF
As he unzipped his blue jeans as he entered inside meA
As he pulled my hair from behind as he turned my head and whisperedG
You are a very good girl You won't tell anyone about this rightD
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Ever since I've started hating the colors I've stopped getting up early to see sunriseB
The orange reminds me of the sweater I've worn for the first time he touched meA
I've caught all the roses the red reminds me of himH
As he grabbed my breasts as he pulled back wiping the blood from my lipsI
As he sucked the life out of mineJ
I hate the green grasses that remind me of his evil green eyes his pastel green bedroom wallsK
I hate the sunset they remind me of everything I've lostL
My innocence my dignity that cold december night I've lost my bodyA
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Ever since I've colored my house green now I love my bedroom lifeless gardenM
I cannot stand the sunlight I've put on thick drapesN
And I always make sure that the curtains are shutO
I hate the mirrors they're liars they see me as my curvy silhouettesP
But I'm just my skin and bonesQ
I don't have curves I have sharp edgesR
But loneliness always comes in grey or blackS
I've found my solace in darkness it feels like my home nowT
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Until one day when I was yrs old nowT
Suddenly I read a book and it saidU
We accept the love we think we deserveV
As the echo of my voice saidU
You deserve better you deserve better I deserve betterW
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I woke up the next morning just in time to see the sunlightD
As I found enough courage in me to open the drapesN
As the first rays of the sun hit meA
In the mirror I sawX
For the first time in forever I accepted myselfY
I was all my experiences my memoriesZ
I was all the reds and the blues and the yellows and I was a RAINBOWA2
I WAS BEAUTIFULB2
I AM BEAUTIFULB2

Amrutha Varshini
(C) All Rights Reserved. Poem Submitted on 04/10/2020



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