Depression the antagonist of joy

I looked at the moment of sadness...
When the joyful moment was casted in sadness...
When I realize the tryst of life in shock...
When I found the unanswerable moment of lost mind..

Depression..when the wallowing gaze of my life was doormat
When the state of imperfections arrested my mind...
When the little things of my is only a regret....

Depression... When I no longer looks up to justified things..
When I isolate myself in world of thinking...
When the ease of life was unfathomable
Depression...