Who made you to unlove yourself,
those were the most unworthy themselves.
Spending so much time at far with myself,
Made me forget that I was the pillar of the palace.
Realization hit me so hard,
that made me realize that i was so far.
Undefinable i will use to describe myself
As there is nothing i can explain or want to Prove others.
It was like my mind wanted to shut down,
Like my heart was searching for humanity stuff.
My self worth was burning,
The efforts were also wounded.
My life seems to be rejecting me,
My thoughts were also having the second thoughts.
The things were complicated,
The things are complicated.
The burning self worth was saved by me with hope which was like cold water,
warmed my cold dead heart,
But this may be the last time,that whole courage i have gathered.