Disbelief In Yourself Is Indispensable Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: ABCDE FGHAIJKLM NOGL PQRS GGFT UVWX FYZA2 XRB2C C2D2E2XF2C2E2E2E2C XG2H2E2 I2J2CK2 L2While you're alive it's shameful to worm your way into | A |
the Calendar of Saints | B |
Disbelief in yourself is more saintly | C |
It takes real talent not to dread being terrified | D |
by your own agonizing lack of talent | E |
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Disbelief in yourself is indispensable | F |
Indispensable to us is the loneliness | G |
of being gripped in the vise | H |
so that in the darkest night the sky will enter you | A |
and skin your temples with the stars | I |
so that streetcars will crash into the room | J |
wheels cutting across your face | K |
so the dangling rope terrible and alive | L |
will float into the room and dance invitingly in the air | M |
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Indispensable is any mangy ghost | N |
in tattered overplayed stage rags | O |
and if even the ghosts are capricious | G |
I swear they are no more capricious than those who are alive | L |
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Indispensable amidst babbling boredom | P |
are the deadly fear of uttering the right words | Q |
and the fear of shaving because across your cheekbone | R |
graveyard grass already grows | S |
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It is indispensable to be sleeplessly delirious | G |
to fail to leap into emptiness | G |
Probably only in despair is it possible | F |
to speak all the truth to this age | T |
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It is indispensable after throwing out dirty drafts | U |
to explode yourself and crawl before ridicule | V |
to reassemble your shattered hands | W |
from fingers that rolled under the dresser | X |
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Indispensable is the cowardice to be cruel | F |
and the observation of the small mercies | Y |
when a step toward falsely high goals | Z |
makes the trampled stars squeal out | A2 |
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It's indispensable with a misfit's hunger | X |
to gnaw a verb right down to the bone | R |
Only one who is by nature from the naked poor | B2 |
is neither naked nor poor before fastidious eternity | C |
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And if from out of the dirt | C2 |
you have become a prince | D2 |
but without principles | E2 |
unprince yourself and consider | X |
how much less dirt there was before | F2 |
when you were in the real pure dirt | C2 |
Our self esteem is such baseness | E2 |
The Creator raises to the heights | E2 |
only those who even with tiny movements | E2 |
tremble with the fear of uncertainty | C |
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Better to cut open your veins with a can opener | X |
to lie like a wino on a spit spattered bench in the park | G2 |
than to come to that very comfortable belief | H2 |
in your own special significance | E2 |
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Blessed is the madcap artist | I2 |
who smashes his sculpture with relish | J2 |
hungry and cold but free | C |
from degrading belief in himself | K2 |
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Translated by Antonina W Bouis Albert C Todd and Yevgeny Yevtushenko | L2 |
Yevgeny Yevtushenko
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