The Vicissitudes Experienced In The Christian Life Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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I suffer fruitless anguish day by dayA
Each moment as it passes marks my painB
Scarce knowing whither doubtfully I strayA
And see no end of all that I sustainB
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The more I strive the more I am withstoodC
Anxiety increasing every hourD
My spirit finds no rest performs no goodC
And nought remains of all my former powerD
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My peace of heart is fled I know not whereE
My happy hours like shadows passed awayA
Their sweet remembrance doubles all my careE
Night darker seems succeeding such a dayA
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Dear faded joys and impotent regretF
What profit is there in incessant tearsG
Oh thou whom once beheld we ne'er forgetF
Reveal thy love and banish all my fearsH
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Alas he flies me treats me as his foeI
Views not my sorrows hears not when I pleadJ
Woe such as mine despised neglected woeI
Unless it shortens life is vain indeedJ
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Pierced with a thousand wounds I yet surviveK
My pangs are keen but no complaint transpiresL
And while in terrors of thy wrath I liveK
Hell seems to loose it less tremendous firesL
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Has hell a pain I would not gladly bearE
So thy severe displeasure might subsideM
Hopeless of ease I seem already thereE
My life extinguished and yet death deniedM
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Is this the joy so promised this the loveN
The unchanging love so sworn in better daysO
Ah dangerous glories shewn me but to proveP
How lovely thou and I how rash to gazeO
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Why did I see them had I still remainedQ
Untaught still ignorant how fair thou artR
My humbler wishes I had soon obtainedQ
Nor known the torments of a doubting heartR
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Deprived of all yet feeling no desiresL
Whence then I cry the pangs that I sustainB
Dubious and uninformed my soul inquiresL
Ought she to cherish or shake off her painB
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Suffering I suffer not sincerely loveN
Yet feel no touch of that enlivening flameS
As chance inclines me unconcerned I moveP
All times and all events to me the sameS
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I search my heart and not a wish is thereE
But burns with zeal that hated self may fallT
Such is the sad disquietude I shareE
A sea of doubts and self the source of allT
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I ask not life nor do I wish to dieU
And if thine hand accomplish not my cureV
I would not purchase with a single sighU
A free discharge from all that I endureV
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I groan in chains yet want not a releaseW
Am sick and know not the distempered partR
Am just as void of purpose as of peaceW
Have neither plan nor fear nor hope nor heartR
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My claim to life though sought with earnest careE
No light within me or without me shewsW
Once I had faith but now in self despairE
Find my chief cordial and my best reposeW
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My soul is a forgotten thing she sinksW
Sinks and is lost without a wish to riseW
Feels an indifference she abhors and thinksW
Her name erased for ever from the skiesW
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Language affords not my distress a nameS
Yet it is real and no sickly dreamX
'Tis love inflicts it though to feel that flameS
Is all I know of happiness supremeX
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When love departs a chaos wide and vastY
And dark as hell is opened in the soulZ
When love returns the gloomy scene is pastY
No tempests shake her and no fears controlZ
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Then tell me why these ages of delayA
Oh love all excellent once more appearA2
Disperse the shades and snatch me into dayA
From this abyss of night these floods of fearA2
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No love is angry will not now endureV
A sigh of mine or suffer a complaintB2
He smites me wounds me and withholds the cureV
Exhausts my powers and leaves me sick and faintB2
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He wounds and hides the hand that gave the blowI
He flies he re appears and wounds againC2
Was ever heart that loved thee treated soI
Yet I adore thee though it seem in vainB
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And wilt thou leave me whom when lost and blindD2
Thou didst distinguish and vouchsafe to chooseW
Before thy laws were written in my mindD2
While yet the world had all my thoughts and viewsW
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Now leave me when enamoured of thy lawsW
I make thy glory my supreme delightE2
Now blot me from thy register and causeW
A faithful soul to perish from thy sightE2
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What can have caused the change which I deploreF2
Is it to prove me if my heart be trueG2
Permit me then while prostrate I adoreF2
To draw and place its picture in thy viewG2
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'Tis thine without reserve most simply thineH2
So given to thee that it is not my ownI2
A willing captive of thy grace divineH2
And loves and seeks thee for thyself aloneI2
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Pain cannot move it danger cannot scareE
Pleasure and wealth in its esteem are dustJ2
It loves thee e'en when least inclined to spareE
Its tenderest feelings and avows thee justJ2
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'Tis all thine own my spirit is so tooG2
An undivided offering at thy shrineH2
It seeks thy glory with no double viewG2
Thy glory with no secret bent to mineH2
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Love holy love and art thou not severeA2
To slight me thus devoted and thus fixedK2
Mine is an everlasting ardour clearA2
From all self bias generous and unmixedK2
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But I am silent seeing what I seeW
And fear with cause that I am self deceivedL2
Not e'en my faith is from suspicion freeW
And that I love seems not to be believedL2
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Live thou and reign for ever glorious LordM2
My last least offering I present thee nowN2
Renounce me leave me and be still adoredM2
Slay me my God and I applaud the blowI

William Cowper



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