Quatrains Of Life Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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What has my youth been that I love it thusA
Sad youth to all but one grown tediousA
Stale as the news which last week wearied usA
Or a tired actor's tale told to an empty houseB
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What did it bring me that I loved it evenC
With joy before it and that dream of HeavenD
Boyhood's first rapture of requited blissE
What did it give What ever has it givenD
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'Let me recount the value of my daysF
Call up each witness mete out blame and praiseF
Set life itself before me as it wasG
And for I love it list to what it saysH
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Oh I will judge it fairly Each old pleasureI
Shared with dead lips shall stand a separate treasureI
Each untold grief which now seems lesser painJ
Shall here be weighed and argued of at leisureI
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I will not mark mere follies These would makeK
The count too large and in the telling takeK
More tears than I can spare from seemlier themesL
To cure its laughter when my heart should acheK
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Only the griefs which are essential thingsM
The bitter fruit which all experience bringsM
Nor only of crossed pleasures but the creedN
Men learn who deal with nations and with kingsM
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All shall be counted fairly griefs and joysO
Solely distinguishing 'twixt mirth and noiseO
The thing which was and that which falsely seemedP
Pleasure and vanity man's bliss and boy'sO
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So I shall learn the reason of my trustQ
In this poor life these particles of dustQ
Made sentient for a little while with tearsR
Till the great may be'' ends for me in must ''-
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My childhood Ah my childhood What of itS
Stripped of all fancy bare of all conceitT
Where is the infancy the poets sangU
Which was the true and which the counterfeitS
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I see it now alas with eyes unsealedV
That age of innocence too well revealedV
The flowers I gathered for I gathered flowersW
Were not more vain than I in that far fieldV
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Self was my god the self I most despiseX
Blind in its joys and swine like gluttoniesX
The rule of the brute beast that in us isX
Its heaven a kitchen and a gorge its prizeX
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No other pleasures knew I but of senseX
No other loves but lusts without pretenceX
Oh childhood is but Nature unredeemedP
Blind in desire unshamed in ignoranceX
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I was all vanity and greed my handY
Uncaring as a panther's whom it painedZ
My nurse my sisters the young birds my preyA2
I saw them grieve nor stopped to understandY
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My mother loved me Did I love her YesX
When I had need of her to soothe distressX
Or serve my wants But when the need was byB2
Others were there more dear in idlenessX
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These coaxed and flattered me Their wit affordedC2
Edge to my wit and I would strut and lord itS
Among them a young god for god I seemedP
Or goose for goose I was they still encored itS
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Alas poor mother What a love was yoursX
How little profit of it all enduresX
What wasted vigils what ill omened prayersX
What thankless thanks for what disastrous curesX
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Why did you bind yourself in such harsh fetterI
To serve a heart so hard It had been betterI
Surely to take your rest through those long nightsX
Than watching on to leave me thus your debtorI
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I heard but heeded not her warning voiceX
I grudged her face its sadness in my joysX
And when she looked at me I did not guessX
The secret of her sorrow and my lossX
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They told me she was dying but my eyesX
Brimmed not with tears I hardly felt surpriseX
Nay rather anger at their trouble whenD2
I asked them what it was one does who dies ''-
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She threw her weak arms round me and my faceX
Pressed to her own in one supreme embraceX
I felt her tears upon my cheeks all wetE2
And I was carried frightened from the placeX
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I lost her thus who was indeed my allF2
Lost her with scarce a pang whom now I callF2
Aloud to in the night a grieving manG2
Hoar in his sins and only clasp the wallF2
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This the beginning Next my boyhood cameH2
Childhood embittered its brute joys the sameH2
Only in place of kindness crueltyI2
For courage fear and for vain glory shameH2
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Here now was none to flatter or to sueX
My lords were of the many I the fewX
These gave command nor heeded my vain prayersX
It was their will not mine my hands must doX
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I was their slave My body was the preyA2
Of their rude sports more savage still than theyA2
My every sense the pastime of their whimJ2
My soul a hunted thing by night and dayA2
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Pain was my portion hunger wakefulnessX
And cold more bitter still and that distressX
Which is unnamed of tears that dare not fallF2
When the weak body grieves and none may guessX
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There was no place where I might lay my headK2
No refuge from the world which was my dreadK2
No shrine inviolate for me from my foesX
No corner quite my own not even my bedK2
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I would have changed then with the meanest thingL2
Which has its home in the free fields in SpringL2
And makes its lair in the Earth's secret dellsX
Or hides in her dark womb by burrowingL2
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I used to gaze into the depths of EarthM2
And watch the worms and beetles that have birthM2
Under the stones secure from outer illsX
And envy them their loneliness in mirthM2
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One treasure had I one thing that I lovedN2
A snail with shell most delicately groovedN2
And a mute patient face which seemed to seeX
And horns which moved towards me as I movedN2
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It was like me a creature full of fearO2
But happier far for its strong household gearO2
The living fortress on its back whereinC
Its griefs could shrink away and disappearO2
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I kept it in a nest the hollow boleP2
Of a dead elm and for its daily doleP2
And my own comfort in its luckier stateN2
Brought it a lettuce I in secret stoleP2
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It waited for my coming each new noonQ2
When from my fellows I could steal so soonQ2
And there I fed it and arranged its cellR2
All through a single happy month of JuneQ2
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And then ah then who even now shall tellR2
The terror of that moment when with yellR2
Of triumph on their prize they broke and meX
And crushed it 'neath their heels those hounds of HellR2
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Even yet the thought of it makes my blood rushS2
Back to my temples with an angry flushS2
And for an instant if Man's race could beX
Crushed with it God forgive me I would crushS2
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Ay God forgive me 'Tis an evil thoughtN2
And thus it is that wrong on wrong is wroughtN2
Vengeance on vengeance by a single deedN2
Of violent ill or idleness untaughtN2
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Nay rather let me love I will not beX
Partner with Man even thus in crueltyX
For one least instant though the prize should standN2
Hate slain for ever and the Nations freeX
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Thus for four years I lived of slaves the slaveT2
Too weak to fight too beaten to be braveT2
Who mocks at impotence and coward fearO2
Knows little of the pangs mute creatures haveU2
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Yet wherefore grieve Perhaps of all my daysX
This is the thing I mostly need to praiseX
My chiefest treasure to have suffered wrongV2
For God is cunning in His works and waysX
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The sense of justice which He gives to ManG2
Is his own suffering and His pity's planG2
Man's own great need of pity which brims o'erI
In alms to Africa and HindostanG2
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And he who has not suffered nothing knowsX
Therefore I chide not at these ancient woesX
But keep them as a lesson to my prideN2
Lest I should smite the meanest of my foesX
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And it is ended Kindly Death drew nearO2
And warned them from me with his face of fearO2
I did not fear him but the rest stood awedN2
As at the frown of some dread ministerI
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I passed out of their sight one living stillW2
But dead to sense who knows not good or illW2
Their blessings were the last thing that I heardN2
In that dark house I wish them only wellR2
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What next befell me was as some have foundN2
Peace to their wounds upon a battle groundN2
Who sleep through days of pain and nights of fearO2
Conscious of nothing but their dream profoundN2
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My dream was of a convent with smooth floorsX
And whitewashed walls a place of corridorsX
Where the wind blew in summer all day longV2
And a shut garden filled with altar flowersX
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Here livedN2

Wilfrid Scawen Blunt



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