Quatrains Of Life Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: AAAB CDED FFGH IIJI KKLK MMNM OOPO QQR STUS VVWV XXXX XXPX YZA2Y XXB2X C2SPS XXXX IIXI XXXX XXD2 XXE2X F2F2G2F2 H2H2I2H2 XXXX A2A2J2A2 XXF2X K2K2XK2 L2L2XL2 M2M2XM2 N2N2XN2 O2O2CO2 P2P2N2P2 Q2Q2R2Q2 R2R2XR2 S2S2XS2 N2N2N2N2 XXN2X T2T2O2U2 XXV2X G2G2IG2 XXN2X O2O2N2I W2W2N2R2 N2N2O2N2 XXV2X N2What has my youth been that I love it thus | A |
Sad youth to all but one grown tedious | A |
Stale as the news which last week wearied us | A |
Or a tired actor's tale told to an empty house | B |
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What did it bring me that I loved it even | C |
With joy before it and that dream of Heaven | D |
Boyhood's first rapture of requited bliss | E |
What did it give What ever has it given | D |
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'Let me recount the value of my days | F |
Call up each witness mete out blame and praise | F |
Set life itself before me as it was | G |
And for I love it list to what it says | H |
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Oh I will judge it fairly Each old pleasure | I |
Shared with dead lips shall stand a separate treasure | I |
Each untold grief which now seems lesser pain | J |
Shall here be weighed and argued of at leisure | I |
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I will not mark mere follies These would make | K |
The count too large and in the telling take | K |
More tears than I can spare from seemlier themes | L |
To cure its laughter when my heart should ache | K |
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Only the griefs which are essential things | M |
The bitter fruit which all experience brings | M |
Nor only of crossed pleasures but the creed | N |
Men learn who deal with nations and with kings | M |
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All shall be counted fairly griefs and joys | O |
Solely distinguishing 'twixt mirth and noise | O |
The thing which was and that which falsely seemed | P |
Pleasure and vanity man's bliss and boy's | O |
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So I shall learn the reason of my trust | Q |
In this poor life these particles of dust | Q |
Made sentient for a little while with tears | R |
Till the great may be'' ends for me in must '' | - |
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My childhood Ah my childhood What of it | S |
Stripped of all fancy bare of all conceit | T |
Where is the infancy the poets sang | U |
Which was the true and which the counterfeit | S |
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I see it now alas with eyes unsealed | V |
That age of innocence too well revealed | V |
The flowers I gathered for I gathered flowers | W |
Were not more vain than I in that far field | V |
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Self was my god the self I most despise | X |
Blind in its joys and swine like gluttonies | X |
The rule of the brute beast that in us is | X |
Its heaven a kitchen and a gorge its prize | X |
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No other pleasures knew I but of sense | X |
No other loves but lusts without pretence | X |
Oh childhood is but Nature unredeemed | P |
Blind in desire unshamed in ignorance | X |
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I was all vanity and greed my hand | Y |
Uncaring as a panther's whom it pained | Z |
My nurse my sisters the young birds my prey | A2 |
I saw them grieve nor stopped to understand | Y |
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My mother loved me Did I love her Yes | X |
When I had need of her to soothe distress | X |
Or serve my wants But when the need was by | B2 |
Others were there more dear in idleness | X |
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These coaxed and flattered me Their wit afforded | C2 |
Edge to my wit and I would strut and lord it | S |
Among them a young god for god I seemed | P |
Or goose for goose I was they still encored it | S |
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Alas poor mother What a love was yours | X |
How little profit of it all endures | X |
What wasted vigils what ill omened prayers | X |
What thankless thanks for what disastrous cures | X |
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Why did you bind yourself in such harsh fetter | I |
To serve a heart so hard It had been better | I |
Surely to take your rest through those long nights | X |
Than watching on to leave me thus your debtor | I |
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I heard but heeded not her warning voice | X |
I grudged her face its sadness in my joys | X |
And when she looked at me I did not guess | X |
The secret of her sorrow and my loss | X |
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They told me she was dying but my eyes | X |
Brimmed not with tears I hardly felt surprise | X |
Nay rather anger at their trouble when | D2 |
I asked them what it was one does who dies '' | - |
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She threw her weak arms round me and my face | X |
Pressed to her own in one supreme embrace | X |
I felt her tears upon my cheeks all wet | E2 |
And I was carried frightened from the place | X |
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I lost her thus who was indeed my all | F2 |
Lost her with scarce a pang whom now I call | F2 |
Aloud to in the night a grieving man | G2 |
Hoar in his sins and only clasp the wall | F2 |
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This the beginning Next my boyhood came | H2 |
Childhood embittered its brute joys the same | H2 |
Only in place of kindness cruelty | I2 |
For courage fear and for vain glory shame | H2 |
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Here now was none to flatter or to sue | X |
My lords were of the many I the few | X |
These gave command nor heeded my vain prayers | X |
It was their will not mine my hands must do | X |
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I was their slave My body was the prey | A2 |
Of their rude sports more savage still than they | A2 |
My every sense the pastime of their whim | J2 |
My soul a hunted thing by night and day | A2 |
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Pain was my portion hunger wakefulness | X |
And cold more bitter still and that distress | X |
Which is unnamed of tears that dare not fall | F2 |
When the weak body grieves and none may guess | X |
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There was no place where I might lay my head | K2 |
No refuge from the world which was my dread | K2 |
No shrine inviolate for me from my foes | X |
No corner quite my own not even my bed | K2 |
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I would have changed then with the meanest thing | L2 |
Which has its home in the free fields in Spring | L2 |
And makes its lair in the Earth's secret dells | X |
Or hides in her dark womb by burrowing | L2 |
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I used to gaze into the depths of Earth | M2 |
And watch the worms and beetles that have birth | M2 |
Under the stones secure from outer ills | X |
And envy them their loneliness in mirth | M2 |
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One treasure had I one thing that I loved | N2 |
A snail with shell most delicately grooved | N2 |
And a mute patient face which seemed to see | X |
And horns which moved towards me as I moved | N2 |
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It was like me a creature full of fear | O2 |
But happier far for its strong household gear | O2 |
The living fortress on its back wherein | C |
Its griefs could shrink away and disappear | O2 |
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I kept it in a nest the hollow bole | P2 |
Of a dead elm and for its daily dole | P2 |
And my own comfort in its luckier state | N2 |
Brought it a lettuce I in secret stole | P2 |
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It waited for my coming each new noon | Q2 |
When from my fellows I could steal so soon | Q2 |
And there I fed it and arranged its cell | R2 |
All through a single happy month of June | Q2 |
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And then ah then who even now shall tell | R2 |
The terror of that moment when with yell | R2 |
Of triumph on their prize they broke and me | X |
And crushed it 'neath their heels those hounds of Hell | R2 |
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Even yet the thought of it makes my blood rush | S2 |
Back to my temples with an angry flush | S2 |
And for an instant if Man's race could be | X |
Crushed with it God forgive me I would crush | S2 |
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Ay God forgive me 'Tis an evil thought | N2 |
And thus it is that wrong on wrong is wrought | N2 |
Vengeance on vengeance by a single deed | N2 |
Of violent ill or idleness untaught | N2 |
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Nay rather let me love I will not be | X |
Partner with Man even thus in cruelty | X |
For one least instant though the prize should stand | N2 |
Hate slain for ever and the Nations free | X |
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Thus for four years I lived of slaves the slave | T2 |
Too weak to fight too beaten to be brave | T2 |
Who mocks at impotence and coward fear | O2 |
Knows little of the pangs mute creatures have | U2 |
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Yet wherefore grieve Perhaps of all my days | X |
This is the thing I mostly need to praise | X |
My chiefest treasure to have suffered wrong | V2 |
For God is cunning in His works and ways | X |
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The sense of justice which He gives to Man | G2 |
Is his own suffering and His pity's plan | G2 |
Man's own great need of pity which brims o'er | I |
In alms to Africa and Hindostan | G2 |
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And he who has not suffered nothing knows | X |
Therefore I chide not at these ancient woes | X |
But keep them as a lesson to my pride | N2 |
Lest I should smite the meanest of my foes | X |
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And it is ended Kindly Death drew near | O2 |
And warned them from me with his face of fear | O2 |
I did not fear him but the rest stood awed | N2 |
As at the frown of some dread minister | I |
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I passed out of their sight one living still | W2 |
But dead to sense who knows not good or ill | W2 |
Their blessings were the last thing that I heard | N2 |
In that dark house I wish them only well | R2 |
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What next befell me was as some have found | N2 |
Peace to their wounds upon a battle ground | N2 |
Who sleep through days of pain and nights of fear | O2 |
Conscious of nothing but their dream profound | N2 |
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My dream was of a convent with smooth floors | X |
And whitewashed walls a place of corridors | X |
Where the wind blew in summer all day long | V2 |
And a shut garden filled with altar flowers | X |
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Here lived | N2 |
Wilfrid Scawen Blunt
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