Tides Of My Being Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: ABCDEF GHIJKLHMNOPQQQQQRCSQ TUVPWHXQYAQZA2I was never really a problem | A |
Except upon occasions when I lived | B |
And In this very eventful occasion | C |
I knew much but experienced rather less than I would have preferred | D |
I knew of the standing ovations that were never in my honor | E |
But I did experience receiving contemptuous looks and remarks | F |
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I knew of the approvals I hardly ever received | G |
But I did experience more than my share of rejections | H |
Not that I lived to look for approvals | I |
But to live a life with no approvals whatsoever can be quite disapproving | J |
I never really lost | K |
Except upon occasions when I loved | L |
That it is in these very tragical occasions | H |
That I grew very familiar with the burdening weights of a broken heart | M |
And the grieving reality of being at the losing end | N |
I am never really insane | O |
Except upon occasions when I am myself | P |
That it is upon these very Intensely liberating occasion for me | Q |
That the names attributed to me | Q |
made it seem as if spending the rest of my days in an facility | Q |
was an inevitable fate for me | Q |
I was never really lonely | Q |
Except upon occasions when I was with those | R |
I had to get along with out of mere obligation | C |
For in those tormenting moments of great mental discomfort | S |
That I earned the title moody | Q |
I was never really ever so wanted And my presence craved | T |
Except upon the very anticipated occasion when I died | U |
That it is in this moment of great disappointment | V |
to figures that continually pointed at my imperfect self | P |
They were stretched only to meet a dark empty void | W |
This was the only time that I found pleasure in my series of rejections | H |
That a clingy a human being I may have been | X |
Innumerable problems found it within them to finally reject me | Q |
And live on past my hour of death | Y |
Or maybe I was never a problem | A |
And the problem was never me | Q |
That problems predate me and their presence or intensity are not dependent on my existence | Z |
But I am rather an easy human being to blame | A2 |
Tracey Doyin
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