Tides Of My Being Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

Rhyme Scheme: ABCDEF GHIJKLHMNOPQQQQQRCSQ TUVPWHXQYAQZA2

I was never really a problemA
Except upon occasions when I livedB
And In this very eventful occasionC
I knew much but experienced rather less than I would have preferredD
I knew of the standing ovations that were never in my honorE
But I did experience receiving contemptuous looks and remarksF
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I knew of the approvals I hardly ever receivedG
But I did experience more than my share of rejectionsH
Not that I lived to look for approvalsI
But to live a life with no approvals whatsoever can be quite disapprovingJ
I never really lostK
Except upon occasions when I lovedL
That it is in these very tragical occasionsH
That I grew very familiar with the burdening weights of a broken heartM
And the grieving reality of being at the losing endN
I am never really insaneO
Except upon occasions when I am myselfP
That it is upon these very Intensely liberating occasion for meQ
That the names attributed to meQ
made it seem as if spending the rest of my days in an facilityQ
was an inevitable fate for meQ
I was never really lonelyQ
Except upon occasions when I was with thoseR
I had to get along with out of mere obligationC
For in those tormenting moments of great mental discomfortS
That I earned the title moodyQ
I was never really ever so wanted And my presence cravedT
Except upon the very anticipated occasion when I diedU
That it is in this moment of great disappointmentV
to figures that continually pointed at my imperfect selfP
They were stretched only to meet a dark empty voidW
This was the only time that I found pleasure in my series of rejectionsH
That a clingy a human being I may have beenX
Innumerable problems found it within them to finally reject meQ
And live on past my hour of deathY
Or maybe I was never a problemA
And the problem was never meQ
That problems predate me and their presence or intensity are not dependent on my existenceZ
But I am rather an easy human being to blameA2

Tracey Doyin
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