Disgust for admiration
Pain for happiness
Stranger for daughter
Stranger for father

Day after day
with no excuse,I took it
Seconds for years
I took comfort in myself

But all in vain
For today,I am a comparison
Of what I never was
Never will be

One unknown mistake
One misunderstanding
Many words
Many tears

Clip clipity clop
The words rush through
Invading my thoughts
Planting a permanent tatoo

I consider words
But my lips don't let me
I consider actions
But I am a shattered mess

I take it
With no excuse
My comfort
A pen and paper