I’m outside,
Trying to recollect the agony
The ones I left in wildes grave.
It was horrible, but beautiful
Keeps reminding me the word
Otherworldly, otherworldly.

Sometimes too busy solving
Humanity’s love affairs
Where lavender fields seems
Little purple soldiers to me.
I’m just a girl made of
Something too ordinary.

But I haven’t met all of me yet,
lovely and terrifying to think
Something that lived in me
For centuries, trapped in this body
Was unknown, unknown forever.

Where blood was just red,
And ocean was just blue.
Unknown to me that
I was made of stardust
And the ocean reflects the sky.

How unkind I was!
Too scared to touch
My cold essence, here
Burns ones world.

Somethings will be forever
Unknown to me. I will
Not go and look for them.
Even if the stardust leaves my body
And ocean does not reflects the sky
I will tell myself

I’m alive and that’s spectacular.