They say pain is a fundamental feeling that people try to avoid.
Well that is consistent with reality
In the objective case of I
I have tried to avoid pain to the point that I became completely skilled in avoiding pain
At first it was precisely trying to avoid pain until it became knowing how to avoid pain
I locked away every feeling that had casual connection with pain
I showed great unwillingness towards being entirely dominated to pain
I was without premonition but I knew one way or another all the pain will come back to me
Pain did come back but not as pain
But as something I even cannot explain
And now it was something I no longer had control over
It came as a emotion where I knew I was hurt and breaking apart but never knew what was actually causing the emotional anguish
I became a real slave of pain
And this time there was no inclination to retreat from this unpleasant reality
I learned to have a protective acceptance of pain
Pain come and go but I am undergoing a natural process where the soul is repairing itself
Embrace pain
Do not run away from pain
Embrace it till you feel it no more
The Confession By Neliswa Myataza
Neliswa Myataza
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