Looking at her grave,
Just another rainy day,
With my heart feeling pain,
Drink the oil from the cane,
Smoking weed through the vape,
Dad laughing by the way,
Mom left bereft, torture ended here,
Broken faucets, flowing tears,
What I saw, was he kidding?
Laughing at the Black Wedding,
Laughing at the back of the Chevy,
Laughing at home everyday,
My precious gem that I owe,
The reason why I feel alone,
I just wanna bust open his dome,
He hated you like the vermin,
I just want to see him squirming,
When I choke him with the curtain,
Today is the day I cherish you because I was conceived for the best one,
Even though it's dad's birthday, I don't give a damn about his own crown,
I want to cherish you like the rose and he chopped you off the stem,
Withering away, needed all the help,
Dad want you dead, so I'm gonna put a lead in his head,
I know I shouldn't do it, but he's provoked us so I gotta shoot him,
I know it's now right but he treats me like the broken glass in the dirt,
I'm now an introvert, lost my worth,
I know I can get it worked because I want to be the best for the first,
Nobody but you would remember me,
Decorated my mind with these memories,
Hugs and kisses that I ever need,
The best gift that I ever received,
Times when I need your company,
Have your rest and sleep in peace.