Love Letters Of A Violinist. Letter Vi. Despair Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

Rhyme Scheme: A BCCBBC DEEDDE FGGFFG H IJJIIJ H KKBBK B LHHLLH H MNNNNN H HOOHHO K NBBNNB K NNNNNN K PBBPPB K HNNHHN K EKKEEK H QKKQQK H NRRNNR H BNNBBN H ENNEEN H NHHNNH E BNNBBN E BSSBBS

Letter VI DespairA
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I-
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I am undone My hopes have beggar'd meB
For I have lov'd where loving was deniedC
To day is dark and Yesterday has diedC
And when To morrow comes erect and freeB
Like some great king whose tyrant will he beB
And whose defender in the days of prideC
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II-
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I am not cold and yet November bandsD
Compress my heart I know the month is MayE
And that the sun will warm me if I stayE
But who is this Oh who is this that standsD
Straight in my path and with his bony handsD
Appeals to me to turn some other wayE
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III-
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It is the phantom of my murder'd joyF
Which once again has come to persecuteG
And tell me tales which late I did refuteG
But lo I now must heed them as a boyF
Takes up in tears the remnants of a toyF
Or bard forlorn the fragments of a luteG
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IVH
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It is the ghost that day by day did comeI
To tempt my spirit to the mountain peakJ
It is the thing that wept and would not speakJ
And with a sign to show that it was dumbI
Did seem to hint at Death that was the sumI
Of all we know and all we strive to seekJ
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VH
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And now it comes again and with its eye-
Bloodshot and blear though pallid in its faceK
Doth point exacting to the very placeK
Where I do keep that no one may descryB
A lady's glove a ribbon and a dryB
A perjur'd rose which oft I did embraceK
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VIB
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It means perchance that I must make an endL
Of all these things and burn them as a feeH
To my Despair when down upon my kneeH
O piteous thing have pity be my friendL
Or say at least that blessings will descendL
On her I love on her if not on meH
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VIIH
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The Shape did smile and wildly with a startM
Did shrivel up as when a fire is spentN
Whereof the smoke obscured the firmamentN
And then I knew it had but tried my heartN
To teach me how to play a manly partN
And strengthen me in all my good intentN
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VIIIH
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And here I stand alone e'en like a leafH
In sudden frost as quiet as the wingO
Of wounded bird which knows it cannot singO
A child may moan but not a mountain chiefH
If we be sad if we possess a griefH
The grief should be the slave and not the kingO
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IXK
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Yes I will pause and pluck from out the PastN
The full discernment of my sorry cheerB
And why the sunlight seems no longer clearB
And why in spite of anguish and the vastN
The sickly blank that o'er my life is castN
I cannot kneel to day or shed a tearB
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XK
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It was thy friendship It was this I hadN
This and no more I was a fool to doubtN
I was a fool to strive to put to routN
My many foes thy musings tender gladN
Which all had said Avoid him he is madN
Mad with his love and Love's erratic shoutN
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XIK
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I should have known I should have guess'd in timeP
That like a soft mirage at twilight hourB
My dream would melt and rob me of its dowerB
I should have guess'd that all the heights sublimeP
Which look'd like spires and cities built in rhymeP
Would droop and die like petals from a flowerB
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XIIK
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I should have known indeed that to the braveH
All things are servants But my lost DelightN
Was like the ship that founders in a nightN
And leaves no mark How then Is Passion's graveH
All that is left beside the sobbing waveH
The foam thereof the saltness and the blightN
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XIIIK
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I had a fleet of ships and where are theyE
Where are they all and where the merchandiseK
I treasured once an empire's golden prizeK
The empire of a soul which in a dayE
Lost all its wealth I was deceiv'd I sayE
For I had reckon'd on propitious skiesK
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XIVH
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I look'd afar and saw no sign of wrackQ
I look'd anear and felt the summer breezeK
Warm on my cheek and forth upon the seasK
I sent my ships and would not have them backQ
Though some averr'd a storm was on the trackQ
Of all I lov'd and all I own'd of theseK
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XVH
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One ship was Joy the second Truth the thirdN
Love in a Dream and last not least of allR
Hope and Content and Pride that hath a FallR
And they were goodly vessels by my wordN
With sails as strong as pinions of a birdN
And crew that answer'd well to Duty's callR
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XVIH
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In one of these in Hope where I did flyB
A lofty banner in that ship I foundN
Doom's day at last and all my crew were drown'dN
Yes I was wreck'd in this and here I lieB
Here on the beach forlorn and like to dieB
With none to pray for me on holy groundN
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XVIIH
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O sweet my Lady If thou pass this wayE
And thou behold me where I lie besetN
By wind and wave and powerless to forgetN
Wilt not approach me thoughtfully and sayE
This man was true He lov'd me night and dayE
And though I spurn'd at him he loves me yetN
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XVIIIH
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Wilt not withhold thy blame at least to nightN
And shed for me a tear as one may grieveH
For people known in books for men who weaveH
Ropes out of sand to lead them to the lightN
Oh treat me thus and by thy hand so whiteN
I will forego the dreams to which I cleaveH
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XIXE
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Be just to me and say when all is o'erB
When some such book is calmly laid asideN
The shadow men have liv'd and lov'd and diedN
The shadow women will be vexed no moreB
But there is One for whom my heart is soreB
Because he took a shadow for his guideN
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XXE
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Say only this but pray for me withalB
And let a pitying thought possess thee thenS
Whether at home at sea or in a glenS
In some wild nook It were a joy to fallB
Dead at thy feet as at a trumpet's callB
For I should then be peerless among menS

Eric Mackay



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