When the mind is full of fear and a turmoil starts there.
When my dreams gets decimated by the harshness of my reality.
When everyday is a battle with myself and nobody will understand me.
When loneliness is the only partner and disappointments are the only food.
When struggle knocks at my door 24x7 and pain can't be beared upon.
When the monster inside is revealed outside and there is no way back.
When friendships and relationships are broken like a stack of cards.
When my soul is splitted into pieces by my actions of everyday.
When my future scares me and past strangles the hell out of me.