Divorced Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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Thinking of one thing all day long at nightA
I fall asleep brain weary and heart soreB
But only for a little while At threeC
Sometimes at two o'clock I wake and lieD
Staring out into darkness while my thoughtsE
Begin the weary treadmill toil againF
From that white marriage morning of our youthG
Down to this dreadful hourH
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I see your faceI
Lit with the lovelight of the honeymoonJ
I hear your voice that lingered on my nameK
As if it loved each letter and I feelL
The clinging of your arms about my formM
Your kisses on my cheek and long to breakN
The anguish of such memories with tearsO
But cannot weep the fountain has run dryD
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We were so young so happy and so fullP
Of keen sweet joy of life I had no wishQ
Outside your pleasure and you loved me soR
That when I sometimes felt a woman's needS
For more serene expression of man's loveT
The need to rest in calm affection's bayU
And not sail ever on the stormy mainV
Yet would I rouse myself to your desireH
Meet ardent kiss with kisses just as warmM
So nothing I could give should be deniedW
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And then our children came Deep in my soulX
From the first hour of conscious motherhoodY
I knew I should conserve myself for thisZ
Most holy office knew God meant it soR
Yet even then I held your wishes firstA2
And by my double duties lost the bloomB2
And freshness of my beauty and beheldA2
A look of disapproval in your eyesC2
But with the coming of our precious childA2
The lover's smile tinged with the father's prideA2
Returned again and helped to make me strongD2
And life was very sweet for both of usE2
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Another and another birth and twiceF2
The little white hearse paused beside our doorB
And took away some portion of my youthG
With my sweet babies At the first you seemedA2
To suffer with me standing very nearG2
But when I wept too long you turned awayU
And I was hurt not realising thenF
My grief was selfish I could see the changeH2
Which motherhood and sorrow made in meC
And when I saw the change that came to youI2
Saw how your eyes looked past me when you talkedA2
And when I missed the love tone from your voiceJ2
I did that foolish thing weak women doI2
Complained and cried accused you of neglectA2
And made myself obnoxious in your sightA2
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And often after you had left my sideA2
Alone I stood before my mirror madA2
With anger at my pallid cheeks my dullK2
Unlighted eyes my shrunken mother breastsL2
And wept and wept and faded more and moreB
How could I hope to win back wandering loveT
And make new flames in dying embers leapM2
By such ungracious meansN2
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And then She cameK
Firm bosomed round of cheek with such young eyesC2
And all the ways of youth I who had diedA2
A thousand deaths in waiting the returnO2
Of that old love look to your face once moreB
Died yet again and went straight into hellP2
When I beheld it come at her approachQ2
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My God my God how have I borne it allR2
Yet since she had the power to wake that lookS2
The power to sweep the ashes from your heartA2
Of burned out love of me and light new firesT2
One thing remained for me to let you goR
I had no wish to keep the empty frameK
From which the priceless picture had been wrenchedA2
Nor do I blame you it was not your faultA2
You gave me all that most men can give loveT
Of youth of beauty and of passion andA2
I gave you full return my womanhoodA2
Matched well your manhood Yet had you grown illU2
Or old and unattractive from some causeV2
Less close than was my service unto youI2
I should have clung the tighter to you dearG2
And loved you loved you loved you more and moreB
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I grow so weary thinking of these thingsW2
Day in day out and half the awful nightsX2

Ella Wheeler Wilcox



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Pauline: This is the saddest thing I've read in a long time. It certainly grips the reader's heart with its honesty and I know that so many women can relate to this.
 

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