Why does loving you hurt?
Why do I feel like shit?
Everyday I have to ask myself if I have you or not.
Is this what people who love you go through?

Am I being punished for someone's sin?
Or I have to fight before I win?
Did someone not love you right?
Is that the battle you fight?

Do I remind you of something that hurts in your past?
What we have, will it be cut short or will it last?

Are you even here or I'm alone?
Should I hope for anything better or should I leave?
Is there someone else?
Are you confused on who to choose?

Am I just overthinking?
Is this what people who love you go through?
Is this the way you love or you just don't love me.

Why can't I move on?
Why am I stuck with you?
Why do I love you so much even when I don't see any reason to?
Why do I have faith in something as empty as what we share?

Should I leave or stay?
Baba which way?
My own emotions do not even let me have a say.
You just rule my thoughts everyday.

What do I call this love story?
How do I explain how I feel without crying?
Each time I think of you I only see pain and a relationship without hope.
Why can't I stop thinking about you?

Do you love me and just hiding it?
Is this a test or what?
Why do you even want me around when you don't love me?
How much lies have you said so far?
How many have I believed?

What do I call this love story?
Pain with a glimpse of Hope?
No matter what happens I still feel like I should stay and I ask why?
Why do I feel like I have a chance in ignorance?

I know how many times I have deleted your number but l still save it back because I have it in my head.
I delete our chats because it reminds me of our relationship without communication.
How do you say you love someone when you don't call or text them?

The way you act nonchalant, the way you make me feel like I am disturbing you
It really breaks my heart.
I wish I could leave you alone but I lack the courage to.

I feel like screaming how much I love you yet, I cry because I feel used.
What do you call this love story?
Man who stole my heart without any use for it.

Why did you come to me telling me that you love me when you didn't mean it?
Why lie?
Why me?
What's your gain?
Should I be scared?
Should I run?
Should I move on?
But how?

Can you return my heart?
Can you tell me the truth?
Can you give me assurance or tell me you don't love me?
I just need to know.