The Abyss Of Drug Addiction Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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In an errant venture in curiosityA
lured from savvy of cooler judgmentB
he oversteps the bounds of realityA
into a state of altered awarenessC
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Overwhelmed by a rapid onset ofD
a buzzing sensation The RushE
emanating from deep inside himF
surging along the veins streamingG
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euphoria thru cells of his entire bodyA
inside the body with warm pleasureH
waves flushing over the tingling skinI
soughing off all unpleasant feelingsJ
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Mouth numbed limbs heavy eyeballsK
rolling back from absolute blissL
he savours the calm explosions ofD
the pulsating bubbles in his headM
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A magical moment of sheer orgasmicG
rapture that ends in a dazed stuporH
ushering him into 'wellbeing'G
in a cozy blanket of contentN
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He falls in love with the narcoticG
And begins to relish its sweet fruitionO
in a seemly pattern of use put inI
the shade by his best interestsP
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A stake in normalcy that in time givesQ
way to his nightly soaring and driftingG
in an illusionary paradise of forgettingG
where nothing hurts anymoreR
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In a bit by bit build up of tolerance toS
the opiate he grows quite a cravingG
for it needing higher doses time andT
again to sustain the desired effectU
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Seemingly oblivious to its lethal effectU
on the pleasure centre of his brainV
that is being hijacked and taken captiveW
by the illicit psychoactive substanceX
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A hostage position that interferesY
with the interior reality of his mindZ
All at once he wants to 'use'Y
He begins to look forward to usingG
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At times he'd skip work chasing the dragonO
pursuing the out of reach elation levelsY
of his initial high in a vicious cycle ofD
ebbs and flows of mediocre and ecstasyY
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Always he'd end up with a crash belowA2
baseline barely able to cater for hisY
basic needs The habit no longerH
is the fun that it was intended to beY
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The potent drug appears to offer reliefsY
not justified by external realitiesY
the more he indulges the moreR
its comfort zone seems to be desiredB2
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Disoriented in the rigours of his viceY
he strays into the abyss of drug addictionO
a dark weary place where priority disorderH
is dictated by events outside his controlC2
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It is this corrupted impulse control whichD2
causes his sick obsession with the opioidB2
rendering him unfit to articulate rationalE2
thoughts a chronic brain disorderH
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In this harmful shift away from realityB2
utmost in his mind is the mood altering drugG
ahead of his job his goals family loveD
friends hobbies personal hygieneF2
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Oddly enough the foremost essentials of lifeG2
like water food and sleep are not sparedB2
He could be ill he won't careH2
No other thoughts can cohabit in his worldB2
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Emotionally invested in his fantasy worldB2
the depressant has kindled in him anI2
inner turmoil setting off an overridingG
feeling of emptiness that aches in his heartB2
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The habit much harder to lose than it wasY
to find his relentless attempts to regainV
sobriety are negated by anxiety and sicklyB2
'comedowns' that intensify with severityB2
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These horrifying withdrawal symptomsY
are a result of the stimulant's inducedB2
changes in the chemistry of his brain'sY
system of reward and punishmentB2
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They're the karmic outcomes initiated byJ2
an upswing in his body's tolerance to theK2
opiate galling side effects that rise andB2
fall subject to drug levels in the systemL2
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A habit he had maintained at the outsetB2
due to the untainted glee it offered hasY
turned against him very often coercingG
him into using for the avoidance of painV
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The mind blower as dear and painful toB2
him as an imbecilic child is to its motherH
he continues on the foreboding routeB2
for which he has no power of deviationO
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Despairing in the clutches of addictionO
the drugs traumatize him they infuseY
poisons into his spine and he doesn'tB2
know whether he's coming or goingG
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Every day he's kept on promising himselfM2
'I'll stop using for good after this last time '-
But that remains to be seen as the drugG
goes on dulling his inner light day by dayB2
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In a downward spiral that stunned thoseY
acquainted with him he lost his jobN2
sold his car and was evicted fromL2
a home that had been stripped bareH2
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The drug has evoked a negative rippleE2
felt throughout all that he's part ofD
An awful realization that settles in withO2
cold clarity eliciting a lurch of dismayB2
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over his dire ignorance about the drugG
that has led to the ugly entrapmentB2
In deep sorrowful thoughts consumedB2
with self loathing he puts a curse uponP2
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the day he first laid eyes on the hard drugG
With the best resolve he could musterH
driven by a remorse to kick the habitB2
he strives to make his will like stoneQ2
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A facade that is soon razed by his urgentB2
need for the opiate merely to feel 'normal'E2
With a huge burden of guilt he wandersY
astray in the haze of his own miseryB2
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In his besotting passion for the narcoticG
he'd go to any means to fuel the habitB2
he'd cheat steal lie or betray even theK2
ones who care about him to get his 'fix'Y
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Like spreading of cancer in the bodyB2
his affliction has metastasized wayB2
beyond him chipping away at the senseY
of wellbeing of everyone around himF
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As frequent targets for theft his familyB2
have to always watch out for himF
in a resentful relations where they've toB2
sleep with their wallets under the pillowsY
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Jewellery gadgets or any other easyB2
to carry household valuables that isY
not safely locked away will go missingG
For days at a time he too will vanishR2
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In the many months gone since losing hisY
source of livelihood he's been pushedB2
into several rehabilitation facilitiesY
but so far has failed to clean up his actB2
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He had overdosed thrice and had goneS2
into rehab following discharges fromL2
hospital On the last occasion he wasY
found passed out in the family bathtubT2
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Timely arrival of the paramedics had savedB2
his life That notwithstanding a desperateB2
desire to use continues to feed the habitB2
each time he's released from therapyB2
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It's been most upsetting to the parentsY
who have had to watch him visibly changeU2
before their eyes from a good healthyB2
son who had always had his act togetherH
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to as it is a thin patchy skinned recluseY
with a baffled demeanour who buriesY
his head in low self esteem to concealE2
glassy bloodshot eyes from eyecontactsY
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Nothing points more to the helplessnessY
of the family's plight than having to finallyB2
admit their seeming little or no influenceY
over the ravages of the toxic substanceY
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A harrowing experience for a householdB2
whose life savings along with compassionO
for him have completely been exhaustedB2
with no more tears remaining to shedB2
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The hurting family at the end of its tetherH
confronts him with an ultimatumL2
To get his life in order or be kicked outB2
Coldly they watch him leaveV2
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Among the ranks of homeless the junkieB2
would wake up feeling sick and spend hisY
day struggling to find ways to relieve theK2
incessant strain of an insatiable cravingG
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On rare lucky nights he'd sleep on friends'Y
couches otherwise the rough sleeperH
crashes wherever there's shelter neverH
worrying about waking up the next dayB2
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A hellish existence on the streets that hasY
provoked a string of run ins with the lawE2
Nabbed stealing on ill fated occasionsY
he's pitilessly mobbed in inhumane waysY
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Broken sick starving the erstwhile ray ofD
hope who once had much going for himF
presently he's a nervous wreck envisagingG
life through the lens of opioid stuporH
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Far beyond his ability to ask for helpW2
loved ones proceed to rescue himF
Under the demeaning load of drugG
dependence he staggers into a rehabX2
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But the often slippery climb to recoveryB2
is never easy It's yet another chance toB2
submit to a slow and delicate therapy onP2
his brain whose structure and functionsY
-
are badly impaired due to a long termY2
use of the sedative In a daunting slogG
he'll have to learn to care for a bodyB2
that now ought to work differentlyB2
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Desiring to put their lives back togetherH
in the guiding light of structured helpW2
many drug addicts have been able toB2
crawl their ways out of the dark abyssY
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Amongst them are 'walking corpses' whoB2
possessed by their 'enough is enough'D
are able to find the inner fire needed toB2
rekindle the cold embers of self imageZ2
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There's the fella cast adrift feeling whollyB2
disconnected from self and the worldB2
He's mourning the split from a vital lifelineA3
that'd kept him afloat in a chaotic realityB2
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As a relief of all anxieties coupled withO2
it's inducement of a state of illusory blissY
the opiate has been the only companionO
he could count on to cheer him upB3
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That being so he's unable to justify whyJ2
he ought to be sober when in such timesY
he's beset by an awful illness attendedB2
by a serious depression that's of no helpW2
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In the face of the hell he's been going thruB2
all the things that are dear to him plusY
the very essence of life on the line he'sY
left persuaded that giving up the habitB2
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will amount to a never ending gloomC3
for the rest of his already sad existenceY
Over and above all other reasons he justB2
won't quit because he's unable to quitB2
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But alas something's amiss Broken isY
that inner spirit wherein lay his willE2
and the ability to choose Hence heB2
has no recourse to a willpower whoseY
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changeful potency is effectively enfeebledB2
Yet as intense as the strain of the drugG
may be it's nonetheless transient andB2
would dissipate in the fullness of timeD3
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In default of any dreams of ever recoveringG
losses that are manifestly out of reachE3
the drug with a firm grip on him servesY
as a buffer to keep his ugly reality at bayB2
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But even so much as he desires to jumpF3
the rehab process he's bitterly pittedB2
against the horrors of street life that loomC3
upon him with such frightening aspectB2
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Savagely trapped with no good choicesY
he slips into a mortal dread of relapseY
In anguish withdrawals torment him dailyB2
and they won't let him be for a secondB2
-
Utterly incapable of rising from the ashesY
to hold it all together no hopeG3
nothing to hope for everything outB2
of focus mind spiraling out of controlE2
-
In a fit of extreme anxiety the ragingG
desire propels him to the thresholdB2
of total lunacy And suddenly hisY
need for a 'hit' becomes most vital asY
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Trembling all over with fear clutchingG
a pilfered smartphone forgetful ofD
future suffering the rehab jumperH
hurries along the forbidden pathH3
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All alone with the merciless companionO
nowhere to go and no one to turn toB2
Wretchedly wretched in additive agonyB2
he fades away into nothingnessY

Dike Chinedu
(C) All Rights Reserved. Poem Submitted on 08/18/2020

Poet's note: NOTE: 'The Rush' is mostly felt when heroin or any of it's derivatives (opioids) is administered intravenously (injected). The Abyss Of Drug Addiction is a poignant story depicting the sad existence of many drug addicts. Poetic in tone, the verse uncovers and illuminates the mental processes of the unable to function drug users, who suffer from from chronic substance use disorder. The paramount aim of the work is to shed some light on the sinister shadow of drug addiction: To unveil to all and sundry especially teenagers and the youths, the hazards of drug abuse and the vicious downward spiral that can be caused by it.  Just as the euphoric experiences of all kinds of hard drugs differ significantly, so are the withdrawal symptoms. Despite their seeming surface unrelatedness, whatever the case may be, the creation of an illegal and dangerous dependency in users is a common denominator.




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Chinedu Dike : THE ABYSS OF DRUG ADDICTION has an easily digestible storyline that focuses on the heart-rending story of a young addict. It is a captivating tale that immerses the reader into the ugly world of opioid addiction. The verse uncovers and illuminates the mental processes of the drug addict.

Indeed I have created this genuinely engaging piece of literature not only to raise awareness about the dangers of hard drugs, but also to reach the younger generations before drug dependency sets in.

 

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