The Abyss Of Drug Addiction Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: ABAC DEFG AHIJ KLDM GHGN GOIP QGGR SGTU UVWX YZYG OYDY A2YHY YYRB2 YOHC2 D2B2E2H B2GDF2 G2B2H2B2 B2I2GB2 YVB2B2 YB2YB2 J2K2B2L2 B2YGV B2HB2O OYB2G M2 GB2 YN2L2H2 E2DO2B2 GB2B2P2 GHB2Q2 B2E2YB2 GB2K2Y B2B2YF B2FB2Y B2YGR2 YB2YB2 S2L2YT2 B2B2B2B2 YU2B2H YYE2Y YB2YY B2OB2B2 HL2B2V2 B2YK2G YHHB2 YE2YY DFGH W2FGX2 B2B2P2Y Y2GB2B2 HW2B2Y B2DB2Z2 B2B2A3B2 O2YOB3 J2YB2W2 B2YYB2 C3YB2B2 YE2B2Y B2GB2D3 GE3YB2 F3B2C3B2 YYB2B2 YG3B2E2 GB2YY GDHH3 OB2B2YIn an errant venture in curiosity | A |
lured from savvy of cooler judgment | B |
he oversteps the bounds of reality | A |
into a state of altered awareness | C |
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Overwhelmed by a rapid onset of | D |
a buzzing sensation The Rush | E |
emanating from deep inside him | F |
surging along the veins streaming | G |
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euphoria thru cells of his entire body | A |
inside the body with warm pleasure | H |
waves flushing over the tingling skin | I |
soughing off all unpleasant feelings | J |
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Mouth numbed limbs heavy eyeballs | K |
rolling back from absolute bliss | L |
he savours the calm explosions of | D |
the pulsating bubbles in his head | M |
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A magical moment of sheer orgasmic | G |
rapture that ends in a dazed stupor | H |
ushering him into 'wellbeing' | G |
in a cozy blanket of content | N |
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He falls in love with the narcotic | G |
And begins to relish its sweet fruition | O |
in a seemly pattern of use put in | I |
the shade by his best interests | P |
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A stake in normalcy that in time gives | Q |
way to his nightly soaring and drifting | G |
in an illusionary paradise of forgetting | G |
where nothing hurts anymore | R |
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In a bit by bit build up of tolerance to | S |
the opiate he grows quite a craving | G |
for it needing higher doses time and | T |
again to sustain the desired effect | U |
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Seemingly oblivious to its lethal effect | U |
on the pleasure centre of his brain | V |
that is being hijacked and taken captive | W |
by the illicit psychoactive substance | X |
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A hostage position that interferes | Y |
with the interior reality of his mind | Z |
All at once he wants to 'use' | Y |
He begins to look forward to using | G |
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At times he'd skip work chasing the dragon | O |
pursuing the out of reach elation levels | Y |
of his initial high in a vicious cycle of | D |
ebbs and flows of mediocre and ecstasy | Y |
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Always he'd end up with a crash below | A2 |
baseline barely able to cater for his | Y |
basic needs The habit no longer | H |
is the fun that it was intended to be | Y |
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The potent drug appears to offer reliefs | Y |
not justified by external realities | Y |
the more he indulges the more | R |
its comfort zone seems to be desired | B2 |
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Disoriented in the rigours of his vice | Y |
he strays into the abyss of drug addiction | O |
a dark weary place where priority disorder | H |
is dictated by events outside his control | C2 |
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It is this corrupted impulse control which | D2 |
causes his sick obsession with the opioid | B2 |
rendering him unfit to articulate rational | E2 |
thoughts a chronic brain disorder | H |
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In this harmful shift away from reality | B2 |
utmost in his mind is the mood altering drug | G |
ahead of his job his goals family love | D |
friends hobbies personal hygiene | F2 |
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Oddly enough the foremost essentials of life | G2 |
like water food and sleep are not spared | B2 |
He could be ill he won't care | H2 |
No other thoughts can cohabit in his world | B2 |
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Emotionally invested in his fantasy world | B2 |
the depressant has kindled in him an | I2 |
inner turmoil setting off an overriding | G |
feeling of emptiness that aches in his heart | B2 |
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The habit much harder to lose than it was | Y |
to find his relentless attempts to regain | V |
sobriety are negated by anxiety and sickly | B2 |
'comedowns' that intensify with severity | B2 |
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These horrifying withdrawal symptoms | Y |
are a result of the stimulant's induced | B2 |
changes in the chemistry of his brain's | Y |
system of reward and punishment | B2 |
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They're the karmic outcomes initiated by | J2 |
an upswing in his body's tolerance to the | K2 |
opiate galling side effects that rise and | B2 |
fall subject to drug levels in the system | L2 |
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A habit he had maintained at the outset | B2 |
due to the untainted glee it offered has | Y |
turned against him very often coercing | G |
him into using for the avoidance of pain | V |
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The mind blower as dear and painful to | B2 |
him as an imbecilic child is to its mother | H |
he continues on the foreboding route | B2 |
for which he has no power of deviation | O |
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Despairing in the clutches of addiction | O |
the drugs traumatize him they infuse | Y |
poisons into his spine and he doesn't | B2 |
know whether he's coming or going | G |
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Every day he's kept on promising himself | M2 |
'I'll stop using for good after this last time ' | - |
But that remains to be seen as the drug | G |
goes on dulling his inner light day by day | B2 |
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In a downward spiral that stunned those | Y |
acquainted with him he lost his job | N2 |
sold his car and was evicted from | L2 |
a home that had been stripped bare | H2 |
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The drug has evoked a negative ripple | E2 |
felt throughout all that he's part of | D |
An awful realization that settles in with | O2 |
cold clarity eliciting a lurch of dismay | B2 |
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over his dire ignorance about the drug | G |
that has led to the ugly entrapment | B2 |
In deep sorrowful thoughts consumed | B2 |
with self loathing he puts a curse upon | P2 |
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the day he first laid eyes on the hard drug | G |
With the best resolve he could muster | H |
driven by a remorse to kick the habit | B2 |
he strives to make his will like stone | Q2 |
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A facade that is soon razed by his urgent | B2 |
need for the opiate merely to feel 'normal' | E2 |
With a huge burden of guilt he wanders | Y |
astray in the haze of his own misery | B2 |
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In his besotting passion for the narcotic | G |
he'd go to any means to fuel the habit | B2 |
he'd cheat steal lie or betray even the | K2 |
ones who care about him to get his 'fix' | Y |
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Like spreading of cancer in the body | B2 |
his affliction has metastasized way | B2 |
beyond him chipping away at the sense | Y |
of wellbeing of everyone around him | F |
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As frequent targets for theft his family | B2 |
have to always watch out for him | F |
in a resentful relations where they've to | B2 |
sleep with their wallets under the pillows | Y |
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Jewellery gadgets or any other easy | B2 |
to carry household valuables that is | Y |
not safely locked away will go missing | G |
For days at a time he too will vanish | R2 |
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In the many months gone since losing his | Y |
source of livelihood he's been pushed | B2 |
into several rehabilitation facilities | Y |
but so far has failed to clean up his act | B2 |
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He had overdosed thrice and had gone | S2 |
into rehab following discharges from | L2 |
hospital On the last occasion he was | Y |
found passed out in the family bathtub | T2 |
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Timely arrival of the paramedics had saved | B2 |
his life That notwithstanding a desperate | B2 |
desire to use continues to feed the habit | B2 |
each time he's released from therapy | B2 |
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It's been most upsetting to the parents | Y |
who have had to watch him visibly change | U2 |
before their eyes from a good healthy | B2 |
son who had always had his act together | H |
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to as it is a thin patchy skinned recluse | Y |
with a baffled demeanour who buries | Y |
his head in low self esteem to conceal | E2 |
glassy bloodshot eyes from eyecontacts | Y |
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Nothing points more to the helplessness | Y |
of the family's plight than having to finally | B2 |
admit their seeming little or no influence | Y |
over the ravages of the toxic substance | Y |
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A harrowing experience for a household | B2 |
whose life savings along with compassion | O |
for him have completely been exhausted | B2 |
with no more tears remaining to shed | B2 |
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The hurting family at the end of its tether | H |
confronts him with an ultimatum | L2 |
To get his life in order or be kicked out | B2 |
Coldly they watch him leave | V2 |
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Among the ranks of homeless the junkie | B2 |
would wake up feeling sick and spend his | Y |
day struggling to find ways to relieve the | K2 |
incessant strain of an insatiable craving | G |
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On rare lucky nights he'd sleep on friends' | Y |
couches otherwise the rough sleeper | H |
crashes wherever there's shelter never | H |
worrying about waking up the next day | B2 |
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A hellish existence on the streets that has | Y |
provoked a string of run ins with the law | E2 |
Nabbed stealing on ill fated occasions | Y |
he's pitilessly mobbed in inhumane ways | Y |
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Broken sick starving the erstwhile ray of | D |
hope who once had much going for him | F |
presently he's a nervous wreck envisaging | G |
life through the lens of opioid stupor | H |
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Far beyond his ability to ask for help | W2 |
loved ones proceed to rescue him | F |
Under the demeaning load of drug | G |
dependence he staggers into a rehab | X2 |
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But the often slippery climb to recovery | B2 |
is never easy It's yet another chance to | B2 |
submit to a slow and delicate therapy on | P2 |
his brain whose structure and functions | Y |
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are badly impaired due to a long term | Y2 |
use of the sedative In a daunting slog | G |
he'll have to learn to care for a body | B2 |
that now ought to work differently | B2 |
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Desiring to put their lives back together | H |
in the guiding light of structured help | W2 |
many drug addicts have been able to | B2 |
crawl their ways out of the dark abyss | Y |
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Amongst them are 'walking corpses' who | B2 |
possessed by their 'enough is enough' | D |
are able to find the inner fire needed to | B2 |
rekindle the cold embers of self image | Z2 |
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There's the fella cast adrift feeling wholly | B2 |
disconnected from self and the world | B2 |
He's mourning the split from a vital lifeline | A3 |
that'd kept him afloat in a chaotic reality | B2 |
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As a relief of all anxieties coupled with | O2 |
it's inducement of a state of illusory bliss | Y |
the opiate has been the only companion | O |
he could count on to cheer him up | B3 |
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That being so he's unable to justify why | J2 |
he ought to be sober when in such times | Y |
he's beset by an awful illness attended | B2 |
by a serious depression that's of no help | W2 |
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In the face of the hell he's been going thru | B2 |
all the things that are dear to him plus | Y |
the very essence of life on the line he's | Y |
left persuaded that giving up the habit | B2 |
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will amount to a never ending gloom | C3 |
for the rest of his already sad existence | Y |
Over and above all other reasons he just | B2 |
won't quit because he's unable to quit | B2 |
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But alas something's amiss Broken is | Y |
that inner spirit wherein lay his will | E2 |
and the ability to choose Hence he | B2 |
has no recourse to a willpower whose | Y |
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changeful potency is effectively enfeebled | B2 |
Yet as intense as the strain of the drug | G |
may be it's nonetheless transient and | B2 |
would dissipate in the fullness of time | D3 |
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In default of any dreams of ever recovering | G |
losses that are manifestly out of reach | E3 |
the drug with a firm grip on him serves | Y |
as a buffer to keep his ugly reality at bay | B2 |
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But even so much as he desires to jump | F3 |
the rehab process he's bitterly pitted | B2 |
against the horrors of street life that loom | C3 |
upon him with such frightening aspect | B2 |
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Savagely trapped with no good choices | Y |
he slips into a mortal dread of relapse | Y |
In anguish withdrawals torment him daily | B2 |
and they won't let him be for a second | B2 |
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Utterly incapable of rising from the ashes | Y |
to hold it all together no hope | G3 |
nothing to hope for everything out | B2 |
of focus mind spiraling out of control | E2 |
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In a fit of extreme anxiety the raging | G |
desire propels him to the threshold | B2 |
of total lunacy And suddenly his | Y |
need for a 'hit' becomes most vital as | Y |
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Trembling all over with fear clutching | G |
a pilfered smartphone forgetful of | D |
future suffering the rehab jumper | H |
hurries along the forbidden path | H3 |
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All alone with the merciless companion | O |
nowhere to go and no one to turn to | B2 |
Wretchedly wretched in additive agony | B2 |
he fades away into nothingness | Y |
Dike Chinedu
(C) All Rights Reserved. Poem Submitted on 08/18/2020
Poet's note: NOTE: 'The Rush' is mostly felt when heroin or any of it's
derivatives (opioids) is administered intravenously (injected).
The Abyss Of Drug Addiction is a poignant story depicting
the sad existence of many drug addicts. Poetic in tone,
the verse uncovers and illuminates the mental processes
of the unable to function drug users, who suffer from
from chronic substance use disorder.
The paramount aim of the work is to shed some light
on the sinister shadow of drug addiction:
To unveil to all and sundry especially teenagers
and the youths, the hazards of drug abuse and
the vicious downward spiral that can be caused by it.
Just as the euphoric experiences of all kinds of hard drugs
differ significantly, so are the withdrawal symptoms.
Despite their seeming surface unrelatedness,
whatever the case may be, the creation of an illegal and
dangerous dependency in users is a common denominator.
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Chinedu Dike : THE ABYSS OF DRUG ADDICTION has an easily digestible storyline that focuses on the heart-rending story of a young addict. It is a captivating tale that immerses the reader into the ugly world of opioid addiction. The verse uncovers and illuminates the mental processes of the drug addict.
Indeed I have created this genuinely engaging piece of literature not only to raise awareness about the dangers of hard drugs, but also to reach the younger generations before drug dependency sets in.
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