The House Of Dust - Part Iv - Complete Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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I CLAIRVOYANTA
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'This envelope you say has something in itB
Which once belonged to your dead son or somethingC
He knew was fond of Something he remembersD
The soul flies far and we can only call itB
By things like these a photograph a letterE
Ribbon or charm or watch '-
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Wind flows softly the long slow even windF
Over the low roofs white with snowG
Wind blows bearing cold clouds over the oceanH
One by one they melt and flowG
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Streaming one by one over trees and towersD
Coiling and gleaming in shafts of sunH
Wind flows bearing clouds the hurrying shadowsI
Flow under them one by oneH
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' A spirit darkens before me it is the spiritJ
Which in the flesh you called your son A spiritJ
Young and strong and beautifulK
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He says that he is happy is much honoredL
Forgives and is forgiven rain and windF
Do not perplex him storm and dust forgottenH
The glittering wheels in wheels of time are brokenH
And laid aside '-
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'Ask him why he did the thing he did '-
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'He is unhappy This thing he says transcends youM
Dust cannot hold what shines beyond the dustN
What seems calamity is less than a sighO
What seems disgrace is nothing '-
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'Ask him if the one he hurt is thereP
And if she loves him still '-
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'He tells you she is there and loves him stillQ
Not as she did but as all spirits loveR
A cloud of spirits has gathered about himS
They praise him and call him they do him honorE
He is more beautiful he shines upon them '-
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Wind flows softly the long deep tremulous windF
Over the low roofs white with snowG
Wind flows bearing dreams they gather and vanishT
One by one they sing and flowG
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Over the outstretched lands of days rememberedL
Over remembered tower and wallU
One by one they gather and talk in the darknessV
Rise and glimmer and fallU
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'Ask him why he did the thing he didW
He knows I will understand '-
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'It is too lateX
He will not hear me I have lost my power '-
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'Three times I've asked him He will never tell meY
God have mercy upon him I will ask no more '-
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II DEATH AND A DERISIVE CHORUSV
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The door is shut She leaves the curtained officeV
And down the grey walled stairs comes trembling slowlyY
Towards the dazzling streetZ
Her withered hand clings tightly to the railingC
The long stairs rise and fall beneath her feetZ
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Here in the brilliant sun we jostle waitingC
To tear her secret out We laugh we hurryY
We go our way revolving sinister slowG
She blinks in the sun and then steps faintly downwardL
We whirl her away we shout we spin we flowG
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Where have you been old lady We know your secretJ
Voices jangle about her jeers and laughterE
She trembles tries to hurry averts her eyesA2
Tell us the truth old lady where have you beenB2
She turns and turns her brain grows dark with criesA2
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Look at the old fool tremble She's been payingC
Paying good money too to talk to spiritsC2
She thinks she's heard a message from one deadD2
What did he tell you Is he well and happyY
Don't lie to us we all know what he saidD2
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He said the one he murdered once still loves himS
He said the wheels in wheels of time are brokenH
And dust and storm forgotten and all forgivenH
But what you asked he wouldn't tell you thoughG
Ha ha there's one thing you will never knowG
That's what you get for meddling so with heavenH
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Where have you been old lady Where are you goingC
We know we know She's been to gab with spiritsC2
Look at the old fool getting ready to cryO
What have you got in an envelope old ladyY
A lock of hair An eyelash from his eyeO
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How do you know the medium didn't fool youM
Perhaps he had no spirit perhaps he killed itB
Here she comes the old fool's lost her sonH
What did he have blue eyes and golden hairP
We know your secret what's done is doneH
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Look out you'll fall and fall if you're not carefulK
Right into an open grave but what's the hurryY
You don't think you will find him when you're deadD2
Cry Cry Look at her mouth all twistedE2
Look at her eyes all redD2
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We know you know your name and all about youM
All you remember and think and all you scheme forF2
We tear your secret out we leave you goG
Laughingly down the street Die if you want toM
Die then if you're in such a hurry to knowG
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She falls We lift her head The wasted bodyY
Weighs nothing in our hands Does no one know herE
Was no one with her when she fellG2
We eddy about her move away in silenceH2
We hear slow tollings of a bellG2
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III PALIMPSEST A DECEITFUL PORTRAITJ
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Well as you say we live for small horizonsI2
We move in crowds we flow and talk togetherE
Seeing so many eyes and hands and facesJ2
So many mouths and all with secret meaningsK2
Yet know so little of them only seeingC
The small bright circle of our consciousnessV
Beyond which lies the dark Some few we knowG
Or think we know Once on a sun bright morningC
I walked in a certain hallway trying to findF
A certain door I found one tried it openedL2
And there in a spacious chamber brightly lightedE2
A hundred men played music loudly swiftlyY
While one tall woman sent her voice above themM2
In powerful sweetness Closing then the doorF2
I heard it die behind me fade to whisperE
And walked in a quiet hallway as beforeF2
Just such a glimpse as through that opened doorF2
Is all we know of those we call our friendsN2
We hear a sudden music see a playingC
Of ordered thoughts and all again is silenceH2
The music we suppose as in ourselvesO2
Goes on forever there behind shut doorsP2
As it continues after our departureE
So we divine it played before we cameQ2
What do you know of me or I of youM
Little enough We set these doors ajarR2
Only for chosen movements of the musicS2
This passage so I think yet this is guessworkT2
Will please him it is in a strain he fanciesU2
More brilliant though than his and while he likes itB
He will be piqued He looks at me bewilderedL
And thinks to judge from self this too is guessworkT2
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The music strangely subtle deep in meaningC
Perplexed with implications he suspects meY
Of hidden riches unexpected wisdomV2
Or else I let him hear a lyric passageW2
Simple and clear and all the while he listensI2
I make pretence to think my doors are closedX2
This too bewilders him He eyes me sidelongC
Wondering 'Is he such a fool as thisY2
Or only mocking ' There I let it endZ2
Sometimes of course and when we least suspect itB
When we pursue our thoughts with too much passionH
Talking with too great zeal our doors fly openH
Without intention and the hungry watcherE
Stares at the feast carries away our secretsA3
And laughs but this for many counts is seldomV2
And for the most part we vouchsafe our friendsN2
Our lovers too only such few clear notesB3
As we shall deem them likely to admireC3
'Praise me for this' we say or 'laugh at this '-
Or 'marvel at my candor' all the whileD3
Withholding what's most precious to ourselvesO2
Some sinister depth of lust or fear or hatredE2
The sombre note that gives the chord its powerE
Or a white loveliness if such we knowG
Too much like fire to speak of without shameQ2
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Well this being so and we who know it beingC
So curious about those well locked housesJ2
The minds of those we know to enter softlyY
And steal from floor to floor up shadowy stairwaysE3
From room to quiet room from wall to wallU
Breathing deliberately the very airP
Pressing our hands and nerves against warm darknessV
To learn what ghosts are thereP
Suppose for once I set my doors wide openH
And bid you in Suppose I try to tell youM
The secrets of this house and how I live hereF3
Suppose I tell you who I am in factG3
Deceiving you as far as I may know itB
Only so much as I deceive myselfH3
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If you are clever you already see meY
As one who moves forever in a cloudI3
Of warm bright vanity a luminous cloudI3
Which falls on all things with a quivering magicC
Changing such outlines as a light may changeJ3
Brightening what lies dark to me concealingC
Those things that will not change I walk sustainedK3
In a world of things that flatter me a skyC
Just as I would have had it trees and grassL3
Just as I would have shaped and colored themM2
Pigeons and clouds and sun and whirling shadowsI
And stars that brightening climb through mist at nightfallU
In some deep way I am aware these praise meY
Where they are beautiful or hint of beautyY
They point somehow to me This water saysM3
Shimmering at the sky or undulatingC
In broken gleaming parodies of cloudsN3
Rippled in blue or sending from cool depthsO3
To meet the falling leaf the leaf's clear imageW2
This water says there is some secret in youM
Akin to my clear beauty silently responsiveP3
To all that circles you This bare tree saysM3
Austere and stark and leafless split with frostQ3
Resonant in the wind with rigid branchesJ2
Flung out against the sky this tall tree saysM3
There is some cold austerity in youM
A frozen strength with long roots gnarled on rocksR3
Fertile and deep you bide your time are patientA
Serene in silence bare to outward seemingC
Concealing what reserves of power and beautyY
What teeming Aprils chorus of leaves on leavesS3
These houses say such walls in walls as oursD
Such streets of walls solid and smooth of surfaceV
Such hills and cities of walls walls upon wallsT3
Motionless in the sun or dark with rainU3
Walls pierced with windows where the light may enterE
Walls windowless where darkness is desiredL
Towers and labyrinths and domes and chambersD
Amazing deep recesses dark on darkC
All these are like the walls which shape your spiritJ
You move are warm within them laugh within themM2
Proud of their depth and strength or sally from themM2
When you are bold to blow great horns at the worldV3
This deep cool room with shadowed walls and ceilingC
Tranquil and cloistral fragrant of my mindF
This cool room says just such a room have youM
It waits you always at the tops of stairwaysE3
Withdrawn remote familiar to your usesJ2
Where you may cease pretence and be yourselfH3
And this embroidery hanging on this wallU
Hung there forever these so soundless glidingsJ2
Of dragons golden scaled sheer birds of azureE
Coilings of leaves in pale vermilion griffinsJ2
Drawing their rainbow wings through involutionsJ2
Of mauve chrysanthemums and lotus flowersJ2
This goblin wood where someone cries enchantmentA
This says just such an involuted beautyY
Of thought and coiling thought dream linked with dreamW3
Image to image gliding wreathing firesJ2
Soundlessly cries enchantment in your mindF
You need but sit and close your eyes a momentA
To see these deep designs unfold themselvesJ2
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And so all things discern me name me praise meY
I walk in a world of silent voices praisingC
And in this world you see me like a wraithG
Blown softly here and there on silent windsJ2
'Praise me' I say and look not in a glassJ2
But in your eyes to see my image thereP
Or in your mind you smile I am contentedE2
You look at me with interest unfeignedE2
And listen I am pleased or else aloneX3
I watch thin bubbles veering brightly upwardE2
From unknown depths my silver thoughts ascendingC
Saying now this now that hinting of all thingsJ2
Dreams and desires velleities regretsJ2
Faint ghosts of memory strange recognitionsJ2
But all with one deep meaning this is IC
This is the glistening secret holy IC
This silver winged wonder insubstantialK
This singing ghost And hearing I am warmedE2
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You see me moving then as one who movesJ2
Forever at the centre of his circleK
A circle filled with light And into itE2
Come bulging shapes from darkness loom giganticC
Or huddle in dark again A clock ticks clearlyY
A gas jet steadily whirs light streams across meY
Two church bells with alternate beat strike nineY3
And through these things my pencil pushes softlyY
To weave grey webs of lines on this clear pageZ3
Snow falls and melts the eaves make liquid musicC
Black wheel tracks line the snow touched street I turnA4
And look one instant at the half dark gardensJ2
Where skeleton elm trees reach with frozen gestureE
Above unsteady lamps with black boughs flungC
Against a luminous snow filled grey gold skyC
'Beauty ' I cry My feet move on and take meY
Between dark walls with orange squares for windowsJ2
Beauty beheld like someone half forgottenH
Remembered with slow pang as one neglectedE2
Well I am frustrate life has beaten meY
The thing I strongly seized has turned to darknessJ2
And darkness rides my heart These skeleton elm treesJ2
Leaning against that grey gold snow filled skyC
Beauty they say and at the edge of darknessJ2
Extend vain arms in a frozen gesture of protestE2
A clock ticks softly a gas jet steadily whirsJ2
The pencil meets its shadow upon clear paperE
Voices are raised a door is slammed The loversJ2
Murmuring in an adjacent room grow silentE2
The eaves make liquid music Hours have passedE2
And nothing changes and everything is changedE2
Exultation is dead Beauty is harlotE2
And walks the streets The thing I strongly seizedE2
Has turned to darkness and darkness rides my heartE2
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If you could solve this darkness you would have meY
This causeless melancholy that comes with rainU3
Or on such days as this when large wet snowflakesJ2
Drop heavily with rain whence rises thisJ2
Well so and so this morning when I saw himS
Seemed much preoccupied and would not smileD3
And you I saw too much and you too littleK
And the word I chose for you the golden wordE2
The word that should have struck so deep in purposeJ2
And set so many doors of wish wide openH
You let it fall and would not stoop for itE2
And smiled at me and would not let me guessJ2
Whether you saw it fall These things togetherE
With other things still slighter wove to musicC
And this in time drew up dark memoriesJ2
And there I stand This music breaks and bleeds meY
Turning all frustrate dreams to chords and discordsJ2
Faces and griefs and words and sunlit eveningsJ2
And chains self forged that will not break nor lengthenH
And cries that none can answer few will hearF3
Have these things meaning Or would you see more clearlyY
If I should say 'My second wife grows tediousJ2
Or like gay tulip keeps no perfumed secret'E2
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Or 'one day dies eventless as anotherE
Leaving the seeker still unsatisfiedE2
And more convinced life yields no satisfaction'H
Or 'seek too hard the sight at length grows callousJ2
And beauty shines in vain'H
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These things you ask forF2
These you shall have So talking with my first wifeB4
At the dark end of evening when she leanedE2
And smiled at me with blue eyes weaving websJ2
Of finest fire revolving me in scarletE2
Calling to mind remote and small successionsJ2
Of countless other evenings ending soJ2
I smiled and met her kiss and wished her deadE2
Dead of a sudden sickness or by my handsJ2
Savagely killed I saw her in her coffinH
I saw her coffin borne downstairs with troubleK
I saw myself alone there palely watchingC
Wearing a masque of grief so deeply actedE2
That grief itself possessed me Time would passJ2
And I should meet this girl my second wifeB4
And drop the masque of grief for one of passionH
Forward we move to meet half hesitatingC
We drown in each others' eyes we laugh we talkC
Looking now here now there faintly pretendingC
We do not hear the powerful pulsing preludeE2
Roaring beneath our words The time approachesJ2
We lean unbalanced The mute last glance between usJ2
Profoundly searching opening asking yieldingC
Is steadily met our two lives draw togetherE
'What are you thinking of ' My first wife's voiceJ2
Scattered these ghosts 'Oh nothing nothing muchC4
Just wondering where we'd be two years from nowH
And what we might be doing ' And then remorseJ2
Turned sharply in my mind to sudden pityE2
And pity to echoed love And one more eveningC
Drew to the usual end of sleep and silenceJ2
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And as it is with this so too with all thingsJ2
The pages of our lives are blurred palimpsestE2
New lines are wreathed on old lines half erasedE2
And those on older still and so foreverE
The old shines through the new and colors itE2
What's new What's old All things have double meaningsJ2
All things return I write a line with passionH
Or touch a woman's hand or plumb a doctrineH
Only to find the same thing done beforeF2
Only to know the same thing comes to morrowJ2
This curious riddled dream I dreamed last nightE2
Six years ago I dreamed it just as nowH
The same man stooped to me we rose from darknessJ2
And broke the accustomed order of our daysJ2
And struck for the morning world and warmth and freedomV2
What does it mean Why is this hint repeatedE2
What darkness does it spring from seek to endE2
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You see me then pass up and down these stairwaysJ2
Now through a beam of light and now through shadowJ2
Pursuing silent ends No rest there isJ2
No more for me than you I move here alwaysJ2
From quiet room to room from wall to wallU
Searching and plotting weaving a web of daysJ2
This is my house and now perhaps you know meE2
Yet I confess for all my best intentionsJ2
Once more I have deceived you I withholdE2
The one thing precious the one dark thing that guides meE2
And I have spread two snares for you of liesJ2
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IV COUNTERPOINT TWO ROOMSJ2
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He in the room above grown old and tiredE2
She in the room below his floor her ceilingC
Pursue their separate dreams He turns his lightE2
And throws himself on the bed face down in laughterE
She by the window smiles at a starlight nightE2
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His watch the same he has heard these cycles of agesJ2
Wearily chimes at seconds beneath his pillowJ2
The clock upon her mantelpiece strikes nineH
The night wears on She hears dull steps above herE
The world whirs on New stars come up to shineH
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His youth far off he sees it brightly walkingC
In a golden cloud Wings flashing about it DarknessJ2
Walls it around with dripping enormous wallsJ2
Old age far off her death what do they matterE
Down the smooth purple night a streaked star fallsJ2
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She hears slow steps in the street they chime like musicC
They climb to her heart they break and flower in beautyE2
Along her veins they glisten and ring and burnH
He hears his own slow steps tread down to silenceJ2
Far off they pass He knows they will never returnH
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Far off on a smooth dark road he hears them faintlyE2
The road like a sombre river quietly flowingC
Moves among murmurous walls A deeper breathG
Swells them to sound he hears his steps more clearlyE2
And death seems nearer to him or he to deathG
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What's death She smiles The cool stone hurts her elbowsJ2
The last of the rain drops gather and fall from elm boughsJ2
She sees them glisten and break The arc lamp singsJ2
The new leaves dip in the warm wet air and fragranceJ2
A sparrow whirs to the eaves and shakes his wingsJ2
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What's death what's death The spring returns like musicC
The trees are like dark lovers who dream in starlightE2
The soft grey clouds go over the stars like dreamsJ2
The cool stone wounds her arms to pain to pleasureE
Under the lamp a circle of wet street gleamsJ2
And death seems far away a thing of rosesJ2
A golden portal where golden music closesJ2
Death seems far awayD4
And spring returns the countless singing of loversJ2
And spring returns to stayD4
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He in the room above grown old and tiredE2
Flings himself on the bed face down in laughterE
And clenches his hands and remembers and desires to dieE2
And she by the window smiles at a night of starlightE2
The soft grey clouds go slowly across the skyE2
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V THE BITTER LOVE SONGC
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No I shall not say why it is that I love youM
Why do you ask me save for vanityE2
Surely you would not have me like a mirrorE
Say 'yes your hair curls darkly back from the templesJ2
Your mouth has a humorous tremulous half shy sweetnessJ2
Your eyes are April grey with jonquils in them '-
No if I tell at all I shall tell in silenceJ2
I'll say my childhood broke through chords of musicC
Or were they chords of sun wherein fell shadowsJ2
Or silences I rose through seas of sunlightE2
Or sometimes found a darkness stooped above meE2
With wings of death and a face of cold clear beautyE2
I lay in the warm sweet grass on a blue May morningC
My chin in a dandelion my hands in cloverE
And drowsed there like a bee blue days behind meE2
Stretched like a chain of deep blue pools of magicC
Enchanted silent timeless days before meE2
Murmured of blue sea mornings noons of goldE2
Green evenings streaked with lilac bee starred nightsJ2
Confused soft clouds of music fled above meE2
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Sharp shafts of music dazzled my eyes and pierced meE2
I ran and turned and spun and danced in the sunlightE2
Shrank sometimes from the freezing silence of beautyE2
Or crept once more to the warm white cave of sleepE4
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No I shall not say 'this is why I praise youM
Because you say such wise things or such foolish '-
You would not have me say what you know betterE
Let me instead be silent only sayingC
My childhood lives in me or half lives ratherE
And if I close my eyes cool chords of musicC
Flow up to me long chords of wind and sunlightE2
Shadows of intricate vines on sunlit wallsJ2
Deep bells beating with aeons of blue between themM2
Grass blades leagues apart with worlds between themM2
Walls rushing up to heaven with stars upon themM2
I lay in my bed and through the tall night windowJ2
Saw the green lightning plunging among the cloudsJ2
And heard the harsh rain storm at the panes and roofF4
How should I know how should I now rememberE
What half dreamed great wings curved and sang above meE2
What wings like swords What eyes with the dread night in themM2
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This I shall say I lay by the hot white sand dunesJ2
Small yellow flowers sapless and squat and spinyE2
Stared at the sky And silently there above usJ2
Day after day beyond our dreams and knowledgeW2
Presences swept and over us streamed their shadowsJ2
Swift and blue or dark What did they meanH
What sinister threat of power What hint of beautyE2
Prelude to what gigantic music or subtleK
Only I know these things leaned over meE2
Brooded upon me paused went flowing softlyE2
Glided and passed I loved I desired I hatedE2
I struggled I yielded and loved was warmed to blossomV2
You when your eyes have evening sunlight in themM2
Set these dunes before me these salt bright flowersJ2
These presences I drowse they stream above meE2
I struggle I yield and love I am warmed to dreamW3
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You are the window if I could tell I'd tell youM
Through which I see a clear far world of sunlightE2
You are the silence if you could hear you'd hear meE2
In which I remember a thin still whisper of singingC
It is not you I laugh for you I touchC4
My hands that touch you suddenly touch white cobwebsJ2
Coldly silvered heavily silvered with dewdropsJ2
And clover heavy with rain and cold green grassJ2
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VI CINEMAG4
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As evening fallsJ2
The walls grow luminous and warm the wallsJ2
Tremble and glow with the lives within them movingC
Moving like music secret and rich and warmH4
How shall we live to night where shall we turnH
To what new light or darkness yearnH
A thousand winding stairs lead down before usJ2
And one by one in myriads we descendE2
By lamplit flowered walls long balustradesJ2
Through half lit halls which reach no endE2
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Take my arm then you or you or youM
And let us walk abroad on the solid airP
Look how the organist's head in silhouetteE2
Leans to the lamplit music's orange squareP
The dim globed lamps illumine rows of facesJ2
Rows of hands and arms and hungry eyesJ2
They have hurried down from a myriad secret placesJ2
From windy chambers next to the skiesJ2
The music comes upon us it shakes the darknessJ2
It shakes the darkness in our mindsJ2
And brilliant figures suddenly fill the darknessJ2
Down the white shaft of light they run through darknessJ2
And in our hearts a dazzling dream unwindsJ2
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Take my hand then walk with meE2
By the slow soundless crashings of a seaE2
Down miles on miles of glistening mirrorlike sandE2
Take my handE2
And walk with me once more by crumbling wallsJ2
Up mouldering stairs where grey stemmed ivy clingsJ2
To hear forgotten bells as evening fallsJ2
Rippling above us invisibly their slowly widening ringsJ2
Did you once love me Did you bear a nameQ2
Did you once stand before me without shameQ2
Take my hand your face is one I knowJ2
I loved you long agoJ2
You are like music long forgotten suddenly come to mindE2
You are like spring returned through snowJ2
Once I know I walked with you in starlightE2
And many nights I slept and dreamed of youM
Come let us climb once more these stairs of starlightE2
This midnight stream of cloud flung blueM
Music murmurs beneath us like a seaE2
And faints to a ghostly whisper Come with meE2
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Are you still doubtful of me hesitant stillQ
Fearful perhaps that I may yet rememberE
What you would gladly if you could forgetE2
You were unfaithful once you met your loverE
Still in your heart you bear that red eyed emberE
And I was silent you remember my silence yetE2
You knew as well as I I could not kill himS
Nor touch him with hot hands nor yet with hateE2
No and it was not you I saw with angerE
Instead I rose and beat at steel walled fateE2
Cried till I lay exhausted sick unfriendedE2
That life so seeming sure and love so certainH
Should loose such tricks be so abruptly endedE2
Ring down so suddenly an unlooked for curtainH
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How could I find it in my heart to hurt youM
You whom this love could hurt much more than IE2
No you were pitiful and I gave you pityE2
And only hated you when I saw you cryE2
We were two dupes if I could give forgivenessJ2
Had I the right I should forgive you nowH
We were two dupes Come let us walk in starlightE2
And feed our griefs we do not break but bowH
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Take my hand then come with meE2
By the white shadowy crashings of a seaE2
Look how the long volutes of foam unfoldE2
To spread their mottled shimmer along the sandE2
Take my handE2
Do not remember how these depths are coldE2
Nor how when you are deadE2
Green leagues of sea will glimmer above your headE2
You lean your face upon your hands and cryE2
The blown sand whispers about your feetE2
Terrible seems it now to dieE2
Terrible now with life so incompleteE2
To turn away from the balconies and the musicC
The sunlit afternoonsJ2
To hear behind you there a far off laughterE
Lost in a stirring of sand among dry dunesJ2
Die not sadly you whom life has beatenH
Lift your face up laughing die like a queenH
Take cold flowers of foam in your warm white fingersJ2
Death's but a change of sky from blue to greenH
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As evening fallsJ2
The walls grow luminous and warm the wallsJ2
Tremble and glow the music breathes upon usJ2
The rayed white shaft plays over our heads like magicC
And to and fro we move and lean and changeJ3
You in a world grown strangeJ3
Laugh at a darkness clench your hands despairingC
Smash your glass on a floor no longer caringC
Sink suddenly down and cryE2
You hear the applause that greets your latest rivalK
You are forgotten your rival who knows is IE2
I laugh in the warm bright light of answering laughterE
I am inspired and young and though I seeE2
You sitting alone there dark with shut eyes cryingC
I bask in the light and in your hate of meE2
Failure well the time comes soon or laterE
The night must come and I'll be one who clingsJ2
Desperately to hold the applause one instantE2
To keep some youngster waiting in the wingsJ2
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The music changes tone a room is darkenedE2
Someone is moving the crack of white light widensJ2
And all is dark again till suddenly fallsJ2
A wandering disk of light on floor and wallsJ2
Winks out returns again climbs and descendsJ2
Gleams on a clock a glass shrinks back to darknessJ2
And then at last in the chaos of that placeJ2
Dazzles like frozen fire on your clear faceJ2
Well I have found you We have met at lastE2
Now you shall not escape me in your eyesJ2
I see the horrible huddlings of your pastE2
All you remember blackens utters criesJ2
Reaches far hands and faint I hold the lightE2
Close to your cheek watch the pained pupils shrinkC
Watch the vile ghosts of all you vilely thinkC
Now all the hatreds of my life have metE2
To hold high carnival we do not speakC
My fingers find the well loved throat they seekC
And press and fling you down and then forgetE2
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Who plays for me What sudden drums keep timeI4
To the ecstatic rhythm of my crimeI4
What flute shrills out as moonlight strikes the floorF2
What violin so faintly criesJ2
Seeing how strangely in the moon he liesJ2
The room grows dark once moreF2
The crack of white light narrows around the doorF2
And all is silent except a slow complainingC
Of flutes and violins like music waningC
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Take my hand then walk with meE2
By the slow soundless crashings of a seaE2
Look how white these shells are on this sandE2
Take my handE2
And watch the waves run inward from the skyE2
Line upon foaming line to plunge and dieE2
The music that bound our lives is lost behind usJ2
Paltry it seems here in this wind swung placeJ2
Motionless under the sky's vast vault of azureE
We stand in a terror of beauty face to faceJ2
The dry grass creaks in the wind the blown sand whispersJ2
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The soft sand seethes on the dunes the clear grains glistenH
Once they were rock a chaos of golden bouldersJ2
Now they are blown by the wind we stand and listenH
To the sliding of grain upon timeless grainH
And feel our lives go past like a whisper of painH
Have I not seen you have we not met beforeF2
Here on this sun and sea wrecked shoreF2
You shade your sea gray eyes with a sunlit handE2
And peer at me far sea gulls in your eyesJ2
Flash in the sun go down I hear slow sandE2
And shrink to nothing beneath blue brilliant skiesJ2
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The music ends The screen grows dark We hurryE2
To go our devious secret ways forgettingC
Those many lives We loved we laughed we killedE2
We danced in fire we drowned in a whirl of sea wavesJ2
The flutes are stilled and a thousand dreams are stilledE2
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Whose body have I found beside dark watersJ2
The cold white body garlanded with sea weedE2
Staring with wide eyes at the skyE2
I bent my head above it and cried in silenceJ2
Only the things I dreamed of heard my cryE2
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Once I loved and she I loved was darkenedE2
Again I loved and love itself was darkenedE2
Vainly we follow the circle of shadowy daysJ2
The screen at last grows dark the flutes are silentE2
The doors of night are closed We go our waysJ2
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VIIF4
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The sun goes down in a cold pale flare of lightE2
The trees grow dark the shadows lean to the eastE2
And lights wink out through the windows one by oneH
A clamor of frosty sirens mourns at the nightE2
Pale slate grey clouds whirl up from the sunken sunH
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And the wandering one the inquisitive dreamer of dreamsJ2
The eternal asker of answers stands in the streetE2
And lifts his palms for the first cold ghost of rainH
The purple lights leap down the hill before himS
The gorgeous night has begun againH
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'I will ask them all I will ask them all their dreamsJ2
I will hold my light above them and seek their facesJ2
I will hear them whisper invisible in their veins '-
The eternal asker of answers becomes as the darknessJ2
Or as a wind blown over a myriad forestE2
Or as the numberless voices of long drawn rainsJ2
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We hear him and take him among us like a wind of musicC
Like the ghost of a music we have somewhere heardE2
We crowd through the streets in a dazzle of pallid lamplightE2
We pour in a sinister mass we ascend a stairP
With laughter and cry with word upon murmured wordE2
We flow we descend we turn and the eternal dreamerE
Moves on among us like light like evening airP
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Good night good night good night we go our waysJ2
The rain runs over the pavement before our feetE2
The cold rain falls the rain singsJ2
We walk we run we ride We turn our facesJ2
To what the eternal evening bringsJ2
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Our hands are hot and raw with the stones we have laidE2
We have built a tower of stone high into the skyE2
We have built a city of towersJ2
Our hands are light they are singing with emptinessJ2
Our souls are light They have shaken a burden of hoursJ2
What did we build it for Was it all a dreamW3
Ghostly above us in lamplight the towers gleamW3
And after a while they will fall to dust and rainH
Or else we will tear them down with impatient handsJ2
And hew rock out of the earth and build them againH

Conrad Potter Aiken



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