I Know you've hurt many times.
Please Don't turning back to the same people who make you feel worthless.

I Know you've cried, disappointed and afraid.
Focus on the goal.
Try and try to find a way to keep going.

Don't compare your actual self to a pathetic self.
Remove "what if's" in your mind.
Don't abuse your mind by thinking other characters of you.
You are you, make a better version of you.

Accept your own fate
Accept your own reality
Accept your own failure
Accepting where you are in present make it easier to avoid sadness.

Self
It's time to learn to let go
Be human enough to be, well enough.
Be matured enough to accept the truth.
It's finally time to focus where you are now.