I was between the devil and the deep sea,
My home has always being run with blood and with iron.
I thought they said a child should feel nothing but 'safe'
But mine was different.
My whole life was full of shit and pain,
I have never been happy in my home.
My father takes a dim view of everything I do,
My mother said I am a bird of ill omen,
I was never loved.
All through my childhood to my adulthood
My home is full of misunderstanding and unhappiness,
My parents are a log in the wheel of my life.
I wanted love
I wanted happiness
But they are not meant for me.
My prayer point over the years is a peaceful home,
But it seems God doesn't remember he created my family.