I am mourning yet no one is dead.
I want to cry but I can’t.
The pain shot through my heart
– you are gone –
Suddenly disappearing like a shooting star.
Possibilities disappear like dew in the morning sun.
I. Had. To. Let. Go.
Never to know what could be.
So suddenly ripped from my life.
I opened my heart to you.
one of the most difficult things I had to do…
What does this even matter?
Nothing will come of this,
it’s a foolish hope…
Your touch something of the past.
The possibility is forever forgotten.
Gone are the soft whispers of your lips.
The though cuts like a blade.
A side of me left unexplored.