Rusted Gold

When I said for better and for worse,
I never thought beyond being worse,
Now am dehydrating love and what am getting can't quench my thirst,
When I thought we were like an arrow and bow,
I never thought the string was responsible for the bond,
And your smile made me get so bold,
Everything felt like diamonds and gold,
They never told me rust could stick on gold,
Look at me looking wild in and out,
Am one leg in,one leg out,
How I wish these errors had a wash out,
So tell me now,
How do I say goodbye, how?
I gave you my heart but it wasn't enough,
Instead you had to go for my soul,
Am a dead being where love is bluff,
Even if I live,still am lost,
Am lost in my deepest emotions of my soul,
I keep on thinking what this is;what we have,
Are you sure it's the same thing others call love?
So tell me,
Where do I get the guts to say goodbye,
How would I say it when I promised it would always be you and I,