Why Do I Keep Going Back?

Torn up once more
My heart shattered on the floor
Pain in my eyes
Caused by his selfish lies
Why do i keep going back?
I guess self love and esteem i lack
I wish he knew his betrayal left a permanent scar
He'll never know my worth and make it far
So I'll pack my bags and be gone
Never look back and start a new life to a place unknown