Fear Of Mine

I put a smile on my face
Hidden, is a heart beating in a rapid pace
Nobody knows but myself
The pain I carry caused by someone else

The cheating, betrayal and the lies they tell
I swear I only attract the ones straight from hell
I feel stupid for loving someone this easily
It hurts so bad, but I'll still smile believe me

Is there something wrong with me, I wonder
Tears fall like summer rain as my heart beats like thunder
I've been lied to and scorned so many times
Its sad how love has become the darkest fear of mine