Its A New Feeling.

What is happening,
I really don’t know.
I’m so confused,
I suddenly feel so low.

The noises are too loud,
The fan’s crackling,
The fast footsteps,
My own breathing.

Everything bothers me now.
Maybe my hair is too tight,
I’m letting them lose
No wait , now they block my sight.

Its like my head is wobbling.
There is a pain maybe,
But I don’t know if its real.
All this seems so shady.

Everything lacks colour now,
But I’m not colourblind .
None of it makes any sense,
Its all black and white.