Immortality

I never existed.
and I do not exist now and so will never exist
but always a being out of nothingness
But with nothingness that traces back to the Supreme, the eternity
the essence of which i know not
i am a soul
A body of lust and desires.
i am a thirst perpetual
A love universal
A fire indistinguishable
A riddle answered
unwisely
over described
yet undefined .
I am a pulse to be felt in the pulsation of an unknown pulser. Existance is on the other Hand.
I have always been immersed beyond my existance.
And without mortal existance
i glorfy myself in Oneness