Happiness

Happiness is not what i get
I guess the conditions aren't always met
But is this a permanent fault
Or is it a physical halt
I don't know what to expect
Though I know my mind has been wrecked
Happiness is not what i get
I know for the sadness, my mind is set
Am i a psycho or a mental
It doesn't matter because i'm not a rental
No one cares neither to do I
Because I know one day i'm just gonna die