Scared To Be Alive

The reason for my misery
Source of my life challenges
Father of my all great demons
Great banquet for my enemies
Pump for my tears of all the time
Kerosene for my heart burning fire
Great boss for my rivals and haters
The rainfall for my endless sea of sins
Life

Better is to leave life I live
I'm scared to live this life full of lies 
Gotta find a way to change my charges
I'm not afraid of what this violent world holds
My only fear is to stay here healing what I can't hear
Under covering what my sense can't understand.