A King With No Queen.

I wish I had someone who can see the loneliness in my heart,
but I see none,
just as the king with no queen,
what I can see and enjoy is my lonely time enjoying the nature,
a creepy smile is what I can give ,
but deep in my heart there is a grave that's not shallow to dig,
I can't escape,
badly struggling for gasps of air,
I think I have been a disguise in human world.