In Love With Hate

I love you
you detest my existence
I care about you
You deliberately neglect me to nothingness
I adore you
You are yet to see me as a being
I touch you pleasurably
Every touch you gave brought pain to my soul and body
I hated to see you sad
You delight in wounded soul
I want to spend time with you
You see the littlest of time with me as the wrongest way you spent your time
I lay my life to protect you
You walk pass me when all I needed was for you to hold me up
I always think of you
You extincted me from your mind
Am always happy to see you
You repay my presence with a frown
I trusted you with my life
You traded it for something insignificant
I never hurt you
You reap my heart apart for pleasure
I see you even when I close my eyes
You find me not actively erupting even when I encompass you
I gave you my heart
You clearly step on my heart till nothing is left of it

how did my LOVE attract this much HATRED