Fear Of Rejection

It doesn't seem like there are 7billion people in the universe.
All I see is you and I;
Friendship and respect were all that ever existed.
My mind is now full of thoughts and I'm dying slowly of your affection.
I go to bed hugging pillows and lost in fantasies.
Like the rising sun, you are always in mind.
I feel your touches whenever the wind passes
Staring at the cloud, I see your image.

It's all different when you are around
I'm lacking words, courage and just don't think right.
Now I enjoy every moment spent alone
I don't get my voice to speak
The fear of rejection !
Doubting that the feeling is mutual
The fear of rejection!
Reason we haven't been able to connect
The fear of rejection!
It's a barrier and needs to be broken
The fear of rejection!