I was alone you see, in this dark abysmal sea
as far as I could see
There were waves crashing amidst the storm, thunder and lightning in the sky
- menacing lightning
Every strike revealed what I was hiding
in these murky waters and every noise told me it was futile
"Give into the push and the pull "
" Go deeper, it's warmer there, you'll find out you love it"
And in the end isn't that what you wanted?
Pushing and pulling me
But then again I wasn't looking for peace
Maybe I was the one who brought myself here
Fooled you, deceived you and played a part
Maybe I wore a mask
Because underneath it all ... was broken, broken and sad