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anxiety

Nisreen Cutie

I have a lot of questions in my head
All of them concerning you...
These questions are weighing me down.
They are filling me up with uneasy emotions.
I find myself pacing back and forth,
My hands trembling.
Just the thought of being away from you
Eats me up alive.
My heart's pounding,
My body's shaking.
Is this what they call anxiety?
Because it's destroying me entirely.
I try to breathe, I try meditating.
But none of it heals me,
Because I need you and I wanna know you if you need me.
My thoughts are interrupted by a vibration of my phone,
And it brings all the insanity and irritation within my mind to a stop.
It's a text from you saying that you miss me.
It brings a smile upon my face.
It brings ease to my mind and heart.
And I'm no longer feeling torn apart.

(C) Nisreen Cutie
10/26/2019


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