No matter how much makeup I put on
It will never hide the sadness in my eyes.
No matter how many clothes I put on
It will never hide the scars.
No matter how big I smile
It will never be true happiness.
I was made to crave love,
But I was born with a curse
To never accept it
No matter how many chances I get.
I was made to care about others
But never learned how to care for myself.
I'm just like everyone else in my life.
Always leaving, never staying.
But I'm not selfish enough to say
That it isn't my fault.
I know I cause everyone to leave
I know I'm the problem.
But I don't know how to
Be the solution.
It's too loud in my head for me to hear
how to accept the love I crave.
Maybe one day I will be able to accept
The fact that I am only human.