I stood still , paralyzed
I can't fathom! Was it really you?
It's all so intensified
I can't feel myself too.
I didn't dare blink away the blur
in case you disappear.
I was staring at you ,
You felt so distant ,
I slurred, "You feel so distant".
How did I expect a straight
path while my life has been
a disaster so far?
I was afraid ,
the silence might let you hear
my heart break.
And today I couldn't tell you
'I am okay' even you knew
I wasn't indeed.
Not a glance at me
you retrieved your steps back
walked away, my tears flow
as you take yourself far away
you felt so distant
at just a feet's distance
This time no running after you
but not that I didn't want to
but I couldn't bring myself to.
Either the weather was rainy
or I was.
You disappeared from the way
and I could tell , it was raining
but this time not only me
but both of us
He felt so distant
I whispered , " You feel so distant".