Misery Of Pain | Tlou Natasha

I am endangered by my sorrows
Living under rocks
Breathing under water
Days and night makes me feel the same
Constant in pain feeling numb under shame

Laughing at my pain looking in the mirror being insane
I am not in control with this pain it's in vain
I am terrified of this world seeing me being in pain
The me am trying to overshadow is the me trying to escape from me

If it makes sense wake me up cause am having a nightmare
I seem to drop tears countless times cause am tearing
How, how can i be me when the world expect me to heal
I can't find words to justify this misery but I am at tango
Please wipe me out cause I need to stop feeling

Poet's note: This poem is for everyone who is feeling a lot of pain and I wanted to speak for them so that they can understand what they are feeling. To me this poem means am healed because I was once suffering from pain but now I can write about it