T.h.e.y

It doesn’t hurt as bad as it used to
Looking in the mirror and get to
Admit that this is what i’m used to
Feeling frozen like i am standing in the snow
Not the first time so i already know
To Keeping in mind not to lose my mind
It’s been a whole week to find my mind
But i never mind to control my mind
With thoughts of being left behind
As I Fear to cross the line
I struggle to break out of the line
Yearning to keep stretching the line
Till i skip the line
Why is it easy to catch a lie?
Can’t cry, waiting to die
That’s a lie!
Day and night, I stayed standby
To see her pass-by
She didn’t even notify
Not any other guy
I am different
I take one step slowly, running in my mind
That’s different
I am the first on your lane, I be the last to leave
I never leave
I am built different