I Hate This Feeling

Flickering shadows
Dancing on the walls.
Ghostly voices,
Ghastly faces.
Please don't go,
I'm scared and I don't want to
Be alone.
Don't leave me, please.
This is just a phase I go through.
This is only temporary,
This part of me doesn't always show.
It will be over soon;
At least that is what I tell myself.
Don't be scared.
I won't hurt you- only me.
Sometimes I wish
I was a different person
With all the skin of my hands intact,
And maybe not bleeding all the time.
I wish that I was brave enough to
Jump,
Run,
Break,
Slice,
Stab,
DIE!!!!