Am I A Hypocrite?

One who promises love
Something so sweet and filled with
pleasure
But then have my mind holding another motive

If I ever intended to hurt you
I made sure you knew from the beginning
But the words that came from my mouth may have been askew

So please do not call me a Hypocrite
Evil words that are an atrocity

My life is a shadow
I'm a broken shell of a man
My whole life has been a meaningless show

All the crimes I have committed
As evil as they are
I assure you hurting you was never intended

So on my knees with my heart in pieces
My night always being sleepless
I ask you now am I a misfit
Please answer me AM I A HYPOCRITE