A Perplexed Mash

May be not the eventual affection of my life but hodiernal, he is the one about whom i can't hold up fantasizing!

Thinking as to how much I, sec by sec, falling for him and vice-versa from his corner xD

My curiosities have added these three more questions- When, How and Why I fell for this man.

Albeit, I have consider myself from his side and the repercussions followed that I always end up becoming a pessimist regards myself! Lol!

As far as i know him, i conjecture, his beats will never gonna hasten upon seeing me, he will never gonna feel those butterflies which use to vicissitude in my mind and heart whenever I, even, heard/see/read or feel him.

Well, Its already 5:12 am and i am not able to prepare myself to sleep pheww!

May be this one sided love, a dead ringer of karma, going on but i know, myself already fell for this guy and i simply can not interpret myself from loving this man ||