My Long Lost Youth

My long lost Youth
Was stolen by fear
And depression,
by bullying of
Another person

I therefore cry inside
When people were
Talking behind my back
And I can't fight back
Because what they
say we're true
And because of my condition

Some have the nerve of steel
in mocking me,
copying what I say or do
But now all were forgiven

Because I don't want
To go down
To there level
And I know
I'm stronger than them
Not in a physical way
But emotional
And intellectual way
because I know
I'm much wiser than them,
clever than them,
Tougher than them