Everyday Pain

I am a fallen down human being
Deep into the water
Can I stand up and be the same again?

My heart is broken into tiny uncountable pieces
I am in in extreme despair
Everyday I wake up in the same situation as the past day.

My life is monotonous.
I am torn apart .
The sadness I have today produces more sadness for tomorrow.
A weak person I am.
Will I be able to be a whole new happy person?