Concealed Love | Mythili Naidu

There is something about concealed love that makes it more wanted.
Whenever I see you,
I cannot even utter a word.
I try to build up my words to say you what I feel,
But whenever you talk to me, I turn mute.
Whenever I try to confess you,
Something locks me.
I guess it's your eyes.
Damn! those eyes.
That's where it all started.
The way you look at me makes me redden.
I search for the perfect words to make my confession impress you,
But when I stand in front of you, I even forget my name .
The messages which are unsent,
are encouraging me to send them.
My feelings which want to reach you,
are hiding in the fear of losing you.
My endless words of love aren't reaching you,
Because those words aren't enough to describe my feelings for you.
The letters which are written for you,
are waiting to reach you.
I'm in the search of the exact words,
which could help you understand my feelings, but they don't even exist.
This concealed love that shatters my heart
Each time I realize,
that you can never be mine,
but I'm already yours.

Poet's note: This poem is for him , who could never be mine. For him who makes my existence Worth full. All the time I see him , my heart skips a beat . butterflies run in my stomach each and every time I speak to him . for him who could never be mine , still the heart which is inside me wants to express everything to him . whether he feels the same or not ,still this concealed love makes me happy .