My Sun

Sunshine
I remember you, not so fondly
cause you never loved me.
And I feel so selfish to even admit to myself that
I ever loved you.
Did I love you?
Do I still love you?
Is it love?
Did you do some god-awful ritual on my heart?
to switch up our souls?
And you passed on all your bad rotten luck to me.
Took my sun.
You became Me.
Got what you desperately wanted
and left to live happily.

Why did you have to make me feel so awful sunshine?
When I only ever loved you.