Vicious Concatenations

Paint my sky grey,
Order me open to crave,
Not realizing im digging my own grave.

From hurts and heartbreak , I could not deprive,
I was retarded towards the motion of my happiness,
Ignorant that I never picked it was euphoria,
Now you left me hanging.

To your drums you kept me dancing,
With my emotions you continued gaming,
That sorrowful experience led to a Cascade of my tears,
As I was imagining.

For you to change I kept nagging,
You got turned to a monster in the making,
Now all of that led to me packing,
I'm leaving, you'll figure out what was this relationship lacking.