Alone

The loneliness pushes in and I dont want to be alone.
I feel like am on the edge of sharttering into a million pieces. So close but still so far away
Painting a smile on my face all day, pretending to be fine yet holding back the tears that threaten to cascade.
I don't feel welcome in the world I live in
Iv'e forgotten how to love, I nolonger know who I am, you dont know me
I wish I dont exist, my life is surrounded by darkness and sharttered dreams.
I'm overwhelmed with hate that my heart aches to pain unbearable.