Unhappy Me

A source of inspiration was who everyone knew me as.
I used to be an impact and a role model.
I had faith but it suddenly wavered away.
I was subjected to the guilt and pains LIFE bears.
Unhappiness struck me down and consumed my joy.

Presently, I don't know what to say.
How do I even speak out to people when they never cared about me?
Everyday, I keep losing myself to an overwhelming unhappiness.
And I keep battling with chronic depression,
Which could eventually caused me problems.

My soul demand for help,
My mind requests for assistance,
My joy declines my screams,
My heart bleeds for joy,
And I long for the day I'll eventually be happy