Pain

I'm crestfallen and moody due to the pains I experience everyday.
My voice now sounds gruff and sullen.
I've lost hope and now,I'm desolate.
Will my dreams ever come true?

Everyone now casts dejected glances at the unlucky ME.
Whatever loathing and whatever hatred; they're the rewards I justly deserve,
Because I brought pains upon myself.
I allowed my weakness to ride me.

Now,I'm tired of living a life with an umbrella of misery unfurled over me.
So much bitterness rouse from my throat.
My life cries for help.
I'm in pain!