Failure

Crestfallen, I'm dreary in pressing on.
Stupidity and frivolities overwhelm me.
Looking around;
With everyone looking at me.
Unjustifiably, I submit myself to my weaknesses.
Celebrating my failure?
Subjects myself to saddening and dreary nights.
Confused yet frantic, like a drooling fool.
With the exploition of the fear in myself.