Unwanted Visitor

Here again, pain crawling at my door.
what do you want, I have nothing to give to you cause i am so poor
I couldn't take a step forward towards my door cause of my fears
fears that I had nothing to give to pain, not even my tears.

am not gonna do this with you on like before
leave me alone I don't wanna cry anymore.

what's your gain?
why do you enjoy seeing tears flowing from my eyes to the ground like rain?
Oh mine, not again
I yelled at pain.

all I wanted at that moment was my happiness
I had to beg pain to please go with sadness
and pain said, it's gonna stay with you cause of your loneliness.

right now, I need a friend
someone that can put all these to an end someone that won't completely break my cracked heart but amend
someone that won't push me away but his shoulders, he will lend.

all the things pain listed for me to offer before it leaves I had none
please pain go, I promise to get one.